[FishermansWife4]

Ladies, I'm losing it. I'm trying so hard to just be relaxed and chilled out this cycle but here's the problem... I think I o'ed the weekend of the 20th (april) DH and I forgot all about TTC and bd'ed like madd crazy bunnies ALL weekend (well, as much as you can with 3 children lol.)

I know what you're thinking cause I'm thinking the same thing : There's a good chance I caught the egg. Yeah, maybe but I have zero symptoms. Countdowntopregnancy.com gave me a fertile period of April 19th-23rd. Babymed.com thinks I o'ed on the 23rd. Ovuwatch thinks I o'ed on the 22nd. FF doesn't even think I'm fertile because of AF coming on the 3rd, leaving the 9th and coming back on the 15th. I personally believe I ovulated on the 21st. I had ewcm and a high soft open cervix. As of yesterday (I check around 9pm every day) I was super high closed and firm...and damp..... :-\

See? Thoughts like these are driving me crazy so I just kinda needed to vent. Thank you ladies for even reading my crazy rant thing. I'm still praying you all get your As for me....? I'm uh, just waiting for my crazy body to be like "Hey Bro. Sorry about that. We're cool now. I'm done messing with you."

Once again....Thank you for reading this and if yinz have any idea what the hazelnuts could be happening I'd appreciate it

[Banned-HotpinkHippie]

Hugs

[LaceyMay2630]

Oh hun don't apologize for ranting, we all need to get it out! Especially when it comes to the 2WW, I know I've done my fair share of complaining on this board the past couple days.

I'm sending you some super sticky baby dust and I hope AF stays away! Good luck dear

[FishermansWife4]

Thank you for the hug, hot pink! I definitely need it!

Lacey, thank you so much for your kind words and the super sticky baby dust! I'm sending some right back your way! Hopefully, we'll all join Brittney and Felicia in the Jan Ddc

[LaceyMay2630]

There have been a lot of BFP's going around! I'm just hoping that the BFP Fairy isn't too stingy and shares the wealth!!

[lunaverde]

I've been feeling the same way about my body, Amber. I keep thinking what the fruitcake?! Hoping this is a good sign for both of us! Fx and GL!

[FishermansWife4]

Thank you, Luna! Your body and mine are in conspiracy to drive us crazy lol hopefully it is a good sign though! Fx for us all!

[Ravado]

Just wanted to pipe in and say good luck! Feel free to vent anytime. I often think i need a week of af just to recover from my crazy self during the 2ww roller coaster!

[Caerus]

I'm sorry you are having a hard time with this cycle.

Don't lose hope because of a lack of symptoms though, a lot of women have zero symptoms until around 20dpo!