[captivate]

I have just found him crying......

He's crying over the baby we lost and the baby he says he can't make. I told him we can stop ttc, we can just be is like we used to be. He was like no I saw you nearly 11 weeks pregnant and you looked amazing and we were so happy with the future. I want to see you happy like that again and I want that future.

I then cried too and told him we have to stop trying to plan sex as were not Normal with to be able to.

He said he would do anything for us to have a baby again.

So right now we're having a glass of wine and going to watch a movie and try and get a better reality.

Love and hugs to all. X

[Mary N Oscar]

Aww this brought a tear to my eye. Im sorry for yalls loss. I wish you the best of luck ttc.

[H_Hplus1]

I'm sorry Clare

[Shiftin'Gears]

Clare that is such a touching story. You two really deserve that reality. He such a loving caring man to want to give you that future. I hope you two the best of luck :-)

[Jenn10]

Awe that made me sad why is it he can't go? I hope you guys concieve

[Aillidh]

I'm so sorry that's such a touching story.

[Babybear4]

[RoxanneMI]

I am so sorry. Hopefully you two will have a little baby in the house soon

[LPNMOMMY84]

Clare, love ya.... You know, its so sad, it affects them so much more than we think sometimes. I hope you guys are getting some good quality time... XO

[hopingfor2bri]

I'm so sorry Clare I wish i could give you a real life hug. You both deserve this so much I can't wait til you get your bfp I will be over the moon ( and I say that rarely bc it's so cliche) but I really will. I too am not the biggest prayer believer but I am sending all the positive energy I can to you and Tony.

[MercysMummy]

I really hope things get better for you soon hun I can only imagine what your going through, seeing my OH so upset the past few days is killing me but with the added stresses you have it must be so heart breaking I hope you both feel happier soon! Xxxxx

[captivate]

Thanks guys. Means allot I have you girls in my times of need.

We managed to finish early this morning but took along time to get there but it was worth it because he's so much better today.

We were talking all night and we agree that it's too much stress to try to finish on command. We are going to do as we do and we think of we really do as we do in time we will get back to finish once a week which will be nice.

We know we can conceive, we must just be very compatible considering our problems. We just need to hope to get the timing right.

If we carry on eating well, my folic acid and epo we may get a sticky baby before he gets to old.

We spoke allot and made allot of love. Xxx

[captivate]

Originally Posted by Jenn10

Awe that made me sad why is it he can't go? I hope you guys concieve

He had an accident when he was 9, a branch Jarred him just under his balls and severed nerves etc. He can still get a mighty fine erection and keep it for hours but with no feeling around that area, arousal to the point of ejaculation is rare.