[captivate]

I have cramps....

I have proper AF cramps..like she will be here by morning..... thats how I normally time it.. here are the cramps. I have 6-12 hours to get ready for her..

Ow and they hurt bad..

They are not a toilet thing I have already been, they are not a bladder thing, I know the difference.

ffs..........

[Mary N Oscar]

Aww. I hope its not AF.

[captivate]

Yeah me too. If I can be given anything this cycle a nice 11-12 lp would have been nice.

I'm crying.. I threw in the towel. literally. I was washing up and drying and cramps came all the while and I threw the towel on the floor.

The way I see it now.

I can not do so I will help others achieve what I can't using my too many fookin years of blasted knowledge that has gotten me nowhere.

[Babybear4]

I hope she doesn't show! Your temp is still up, so maybe they're just a fluke?

[WantingAnother]

That hag better not show her ugly face!! Fx for you hun!

[captivate]

Could be a fluke, we will see.......

[Mary N Oscar]

Im having cramps in my back today. I hope all is well with you. We will see with temps tomorrow!!

[alittlelost]

I hope that is not the cast, hun. Do you always have such a short LP? anyway, my last pregnancy I had bad cramps like I was sure AF was coming and then she didn't come and I got a positive test. I hope that happens for you. I hope you get your BFP soon!

[WantingAnother]

It's a fluke, it's a fluke!!!!!!!!!

[Lindz253]

Hope she doesn't show up! I had cramps with both pregnancies with my girls so hoping it means that you are preggo!

[captivate]

Yes, I was told that with my p levels were too low, hence the chemical pregnancies.

I had p suppliments but they made me feel bad and after 3 cycles it was not worth it, I was sick as a dog with them.

So then I had a miracle an near purfect pregnancy.

Then they said my lp had a defect again.. then a miracle pregnancy but I lost it near 11 weeks nothing to do with p.

So here I am hoping I have a better job at cycles. my last cycle was 11 days which is normal. I was hoping this one would be too.

[Shiftin'Gears]

Stay away AF!!!!! :-(

[alittlelost]

that's really frustrating I've had short LPs most of my life and also an incompetent cervix. It seems that is just now changing for me (the short LP) so I hope it happens for you too.

[WorkerBeeMama]

Aww, I'm so sorry!

I really hope it is just a fluke and that at the very least you make it to DPO 11 for your 10 day LP.

[latestartTTC]

I'm sorry. I really hope it's not AF!

Maybe implantation? I don't know how common strong implantation cramps are.

KUP. Don't give up.

Love ya!

[captivate]

Thanks.

6 months ago I was cuddling new borns and photographing pregnant ladies thinking I was always only supposed to have one child and I was happy with the fact I could have no more.

Then we got pregnant..then the baby died and now I am obsessed with recreating the conception and hopefully having a healthy baby..

chances are slim with the male factor problems too though

[Irishgirl99]

Oh I'm sorry! I hope af stays away!!!

[captivate]

It may well be a fluke. I have been doing alot today to get ready for the trip tomorrow.

I am just fed up... I hate myself and my body. I was so freakin happy in life before the surprise pregnancy.. we fell in love with no kids in the future except Serenity..

Now he wants this probably more than me and he has so much faith and I am in bits and I am in tears...

Serenity keeps asking, she wont let me move the baby stuff from her room and she keeps asking all the time if we have a baby that wont die.

Shes 7, I cant exactly tell her Mums got a complicated body and Tony has a complicated problem.

If my LP's are good and I have my EPO and I have my watery CM then we can just hope the timing is right. Thats why I was cool about this cycle not being mine.. but now af threatens days early.

[FishermansWife4]

Oh no! Oh no! Aunt Flo you must stay away! Go go! Hey hey! Ho ho! I said No No Aunt Flo!
Well, I chanted. I'm sending you tons of dust and I'm praying she really does stay away because you are too beautiful of a person to NOT have another precious bundle of joy in your life. I have faith and hope you'll get your beautiful rainbow baby.

[LDRW]

((((HUGS))))

Leslie