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March 30th, 2013, 08:53 PM
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I'm only about 2-4 DPO and feel horrible emotionally. I've been under a lot of stress recently and as of 4 days ago there was major turmoil in my family. Tuesday night, the night of my POS OPK, dh agreed to try for one more, now or never...no waiting...

We DTD the following night. I assumed I "O" on Thurs bc I had major EWCM still on Wed and dried up Thurs. TMI, but mildly crampy on Thurs and majorly gassy on Thurs and Fri. Today I have had diarrhea but no stomach pains and I can feel my internal hemorrhoids tingling...EW..GROSS! I'm irritable, emotional, and depressed. Nothing tastes good but I'm starving. This is waaaayyyy tooo early for preg symptoms!!!

I really doubt that I am but am so down that I am feeling this way. I do not feel bloated at all and barely have any CM so I doubt I am PG....Cervix is very high and hard but this is typical post "O." I'm sure it's all in my head. We are supposed to go to Florida around May 1st and if I am indeed preg I will have to/want to hide it from my in-laws because they know DH already has 4 kids and prob doesn't want anymore. My MIL and I always have wine together at night and I obviously will not be able to do this and have to think of a good reason. Maybe it is better since this is FOR SURE my last, that the TTC process is prolonged.

Part of me feels that no matter what, I will always have baby fever.......all I crave to do it be preg and bear children; what is wrong with me? I have major anxiety so my preg are full of major worries........

I just want to cry, curl up in a ball, and hide................I don't know what is going on with me. I need major hugs. I'm a photographer on the side and I just feel like I suck. I feel like people are paying me for my work and shouldn't be. =( Tonight is the night before Easter and I should be rejoicing, bc I am Christian, and yet here I m wallowing and obsessing...shame on me.......

How are you ladies? I wish we could all have a literal group hug.

No CM- bad sign right?
I peed on an OPK- neg, bad sign

I have an iron stomach so diarrhea/gas/hems are not normal for me ever but this could all be secondary to stress.......

the same with irritability and crying, the rise in progesterone after "o" prob causes this right?
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March 30th, 2013, 09:12 PM
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Hey, relax your cm at this point means nothing. That doesn't change until about 6 weeks into the pregnancy. Stress is bad for traveling eggs so try to relax and let nature take it's course. Don't worry about the details. Remember worry about nothing and pray about everything. All these little things will work themselves out and then you will feel silly for worrying so much. God is good, his timing is perfect and he already has all these things worked out for you. (((((hugs)))))
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March 30th, 2013, 10:17 PM
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March 30th, 2013, 10:49 PM
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It is very normal even pregnant to not have much CM. I would not lose hope yet being that it is still very early I think you got your timing perfect!! Relax and enjoy the 2WW After temping, OPKS, the 2WW is my last chance of hope for the cycle and I tend to savor it

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March 31st, 2013, 08:11 AM
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Giant HUGS to you. This baby making business is HARD nad STRESSFUL. In Feb, I was the exact same mess you are. Take time for you, do something nice for yourself and know it WILL be ok. *hugs*
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March 31st, 2013, 09:37 AM
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hey, relax your cm at this point means nothing. That doesn't change until about 6 weeks into the pregnancy. Stress is bad for traveling eggs so try to relax and let nature take it's course. Don't worry about the details. Remember worry about nothing and pray about everything. All these little things will work themselves out and then you will feel silly for worrying so much. God is good, his timing is perfect and he already has all these things worked out for you. (((((hugs)))))
exactly!! Hugs!!
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March 31st, 2013, 01:24 PM
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Thanks for the virtual hugs, ladies....I needed them............xoxo
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