It was an interesting ceremony...I'm really happy I went and got to participate, but it didn't really "move" me like the last one I went to.
They called the quarters, and made a star with different colored cords to represent the elements and spirit, and they danced and wove the cords and turn the star into a wheel of the year, and then again to turn it into a pentacle...while they were dancing and weaving the cords, the rest of us chanted 2 lines of the poem at a time, and the last two lines had to do with asking for a boon (wish), or tying a worry or negative thought into the cords (witch's knots) and then they released the knots to send out the wishes..
Then we shared bread and
Strega (liqueur) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia...(Have you ever tried Strega? It is a herbal liqueur, and it's a little bit sweet, but you can really taste the the herbal flavors...When you drink it, you're supposed to hold it in your mouth a little bit, swish it around, and then after you swallow it, suck in a big breath of air...well, that's what they told us...man that stuff burned and warmed you up on the way down...but I didn't choke on it, so that was good...
After that we played instruments and then closed the quarters and then we had a pot luck dinner...at dinner each person picked a tarot card and we all shared our thoughts on what the card we drew meant to us, and had some insights added by Star when she had some...
I drew the Ace of Swords, and being an extreme Noob at cards and their meanings, had to ask Star what it meant....she deferred the answer to Stephanie (who had drawn that card at their last month's ceremony) who told me that it was a masculine card, and that I should pay attention to the words I use when I speak, because words can be sharp and cut....and hurt either myself or those with whom I am speaking.
(Can you ladies please give me your thoughts on this card? Is that what you would have told me as well? I didn't feel anything, or connect with, or anything with that explanation...it just didn't seem right, but what do I know? (Not a whole lot, that's for sure! lol)
Anyway, that was the evening....It was nice, and I'm glad I got to be part of it, but I just left there with a bit of an empty feeling...disconnected...
Oh, and I think when the do the smudging with the sage before we enter the kiva.....and the smoke lingers in your hair and clothes....It makes me nauseous...it did it last time too, but I thought it just might have been the combo of sage, the number of people in the kiva, and the heat from the fire...this time it was about half the number of people, and no fire....and smelling myself on the car ride home ... headache and nausea...
Thanks for reading!