[Jessy_Ree]

Ok..heres a little bit of my back story..I realized I was different when I was about 12 yrs old but no way in the world I was going to admit it then..Ive dated boys and girls both throughout my entire teen yrs and adult life..I married at the age of 21 and have 3 children and one on the way..my problem is that while Im semi emotionally attached to my husband..I just don't feel like we are good together..Ive kept this part of myself a secret for so long and finally came out when I was 26..No idea what im really looking for out of this post..Just wanted to get some things out..

[Gray Sea]

Jessy, I hope you know that you're not alone.
And like you, a lot of us, many of us...have lived this way.
I understand how you feel.
Sometimes I feel I am in the same boat.
Stick around, we are a good bunch of friends...who can better understand you...not only that. We do not judge you!

[badgirl11381]

Hello,
I'm Brooke. I just recently started posting here and also, recently came out to my family...I'm 30 and have three children and DH and I split about 3 years ago.

[jackiehavin2nd]

WOW. hope you are feeling less depressed now that you are out. sounds like you are going through a lot.

<hugs>

[Gaby&Emmy'sMama]

Hey Jessy! I know you from the Cloth Diapering board

You certainly are not the first member to post something along these lines, on this board - so please don't feel like you'll be judged, or looked down on or anything like that! I have always considered myself... somewhat lucky, that I've been single for a bulk of the time that I've been figuring out my sexuality, because I've essentially been given a clean slate. When I was with Emersyn's father, I felt like there was something missing - and one day I realised that what was missing was a vagina, on his behalf and while it really sucked to realise that things weren't going to work for me, it was also kind of empowering to FINALLY know what I wanted... or at least the sex I wanted.......

I hope you stick around, because the ladies here are great!

[Jessy_Ree]

yay..another cd momma..I thought I recognized your siggy from somewhere..LOL..

[Gaby&Emmy'sMama]

haha, I noticed yours too, because I remember thinking "Oooo I love the name Autumn" when I'd been on the CD board a few minutes earlier