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  #2021  
March 10th, 2010, 06:56 PM
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I hope this is it for you too! A girl in AIP got her BFP after several light lines and negative digis so hang in there! Your temps look awesome.
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March 10th, 2010, 07:45 PM
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Oh Ashley ...I have everything crossable crossed that this is it for you girlie!!!!

I totally understand not wanting B/W...I hope that line gets darker and darker





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  #2023  
March 10th, 2010, 08:39 PM
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Your chart still looks great. Sometimes it takes a while to get an obvious BFP. I'm sure we'll see one from you in a day or two.
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March 11th, 2010, 05:53 AM
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Either I had a HORRIBLE evap on a FRER, or another chemical. As soon as I saw my temp this morning I knew everything was over. I started bleeding HEAVILY as soon as I walked to the bathroom. Im so scared to tell Jason, we were talking about it so much yesterday
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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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  #2025  
March 11th, 2010, 06:11 AM
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I'm sorry Ashley! Don't be scared to tell Jason tho, from what you've said about him he's only going to support you and make you feel better. We're here for you!
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March 11th, 2010, 06:11 AM
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Oh I'm sorry peanut... Don't be scared. You know Jason would never want you to be afraid to tell him anything.

I know you don't want to disappoint him, because he wants this just as much as you do... but not telling him robs him of the opportunity to be the loving supportive husband that he is.

Let him be your soft place to land.

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March 11th, 2010, 06:56 AM
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I'm so so sorry, Ash..... nooooo. I agree with Nikki, too. You need to deal with this together. *sniffle*
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IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.

IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
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March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
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March 11th, 2010, 07:07 AM
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aww honey...I'm SOO sorry! my heart breaks for you
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March 11th, 2010, 07:43 AM
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On the upside... it just gives us a better chance to be in the same DDC as Jackie!! Granted... she'll be a bit ahead of us, but we can talk her into hangin' with us!

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March 11th, 2010, 08:01 AM
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Aww Ashley I'm so sorry You guys can get through this together
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March 11th, 2010, 08:17 AM
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Oh sweetie i'm so sorry!!! I wish i could say something to make you feel better

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March 11th, 2010, 08:29 AM
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I'm so sorry Ashley I wish I could help!
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March 11th, 2010, 09:44 AM
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I'm so sorry Ashley! I wish I could say something to make you feel better.
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March 11th, 2010, 10:32 AM
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Ashley I have been stalking and praying. I'm so sad to read this

Thinking of you sweetie xoxoxo
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  #2035  
March 11th, 2010, 10:37 AM
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I'm so sorry
My heart sank when I saw your chart & ticker.
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March 11th, 2010, 01:20 PM
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Big HUGS Ashley! My heart seriously hurts for you! My thoughts and prayers are with you and Jason hun!
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  #2037  
March 11th, 2010, 03:03 PM
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Ummmmm....SO confused. Just finally got a phone call back from my RE and they want to do an IUI this cycle?! ....im very confused and cant figure out why he would want to do that with me (He was already out of the office I spoke with the nurse)

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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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  #2038  
March 11th, 2010, 03:11 PM
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Huh.... I am confused too hope he gives you some answers!
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March 11th, 2010, 03:12 PM
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Good luck Ashley! I am so sorry!
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March 11th, 2010, 03:18 PM
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First of all, I am very sorry that this cycle is a bust. I just hate that it didn't work out this month for you guys!

Second, I hate dr's offices! Why would they say that to you? How confusing! And, of course they have left for the day so you can think about this all night.

I am so sorry sweetie. I wish that we could all just take a little of your pain away. But, in a way, we are. So many girls care about you and what you have gone through, we support you and are here for you all the way. Until you are holding a tiny beautiful healthy little baby in your arms.
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