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  #41  
July 22nd, 2009, 07:33 AM
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So sorry Ashley It didn't drop that much though.... I still hope you get a surprise or least the doctor will give you something so that your cycles are shorter!!
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July 22nd, 2009, 07:51 AM
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Im sorry about the temp drop
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July 24th, 2009, 04:44 AM
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Hope you have a wonderful weekend!!
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August 3rd, 2009, 11:35 PM
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Thanks girls...
So I am back now after weeks of hell. We lost someone and then we had someone in a bad explosion at a plant that makes explosives Jerrod's...ummm...2nd mother was hurt really bad and in critical condition. We were at the hospital for 6 days, which is like an hour or more away from here. The company payed for the hotel rooms, so we just slept up there and stuff.

This has sucked so bad! I am so ready for a break that will never come I'm afraid. I'm behind on my school work. Ugh!! Also, I am just getting off my period, which has been a joy throughout all this crap!!
Yeah...sorry to depress ya'll but I am not feeling so lucky today!!
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August 4th, 2009, 12:22 AM
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GLAD TO SEE YOU BACK.,..SORRY ABOUT THE BAD NEWS...AND I SO SO SO HOPE YOU GET YOUR THAT IS ALL I KEPT THINKING AS I JUST READ YOUR POST......
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August 4th, 2009, 08:46 AM
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OMG! What a crazy couple of weeks Hope everything calms down for soon!!! Please Pm me if you need to talk or need anything! I can relate to life sitting in hospitals You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!
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August 13th, 2009, 08:40 AM
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Thanks so much girls! So much more has happened since then. While we were up there, my uncle had a massive heart attack, and was in a hospital here close to home. So, when I got to come home again, I was visiting him.

We were only home for like a day or two, when they called us to come back up to the big hospital. The doctors told them that there was nothing they could do anymore and that everything had shut down, and she was on 100% life support.
So, Monday rolls around, and they are gonna pull the plug...but when they got to the hospital Monday morning, expecting to have to make the call, the docs said her blood levels were back up again, and that they could now do dialysis. It was a miracle!!!!!!!!!!
Now, that was Monday...on Tuesday she was opening her eyes. Yesterday, she was looking around and making facial expressions and shaking her head and all that.

Things are still the same today, but no news is good news I guess. I hope and pray she comes out of this as quickly as possible. I want her to come home so bad!!

I am gonna stay home for a while, if I can, but I am so behind on everything that it will still be a while before I can be more active on JM. lol
I haven't charted or anything this cycle...not at all really, besides my BD dates and stuff. Maybe that's what I need is a break to get me PG. haha. We have been BDing more than you would think. It's pretty odd how we find it in us to do it right now. I guess it's just good stress relief right??
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August 15th, 2009, 05:17 PM
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Good to hear from ya again. Sorry everything has been so stressful. Im glad she is doing better. I hope things keep improving.

I hope the NTNP works and brings you a bfp!!
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i hope everything overall gets better..and you can find yourself with a soon!
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September 18th, 2009, 07:22 PM
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So, I haven't written on here for ages...life has been less than calm as most of you know. We spent forever at the hospital with Jerrod's very close and dear friend...and then she passed away Aug. 31st, sadly. She fought so hard but it was a losing battle from the start, really.
So, then we stayed with her two boys who are 20 and 15...I think we stayed the night like 3 nights and were there til like 3-4 AM all the other nights for like a week...

I've not been temping until the last three mornings, just because my mind has seriously not been functioning properly enough to even remember. lol...But I think everything should be calm for a while at least...I am getting back on track finally!!! Yessss!!!!!!!!!!

So, if you look at my chart, you will see that I have tested a million times this cycle. Even when I knew darn well it was way too early....the thing is, I hadn't tested in so long I just bought them for the fun of testing. (that's when u know there is a problem, right?!?!)
But, then I had those stupid evaps, as I am sure you seen!!! Ugh!!! I am an idiot....o-well!!

So, thus far, I have no idea what's going on...I have a hunch that I may have miscalculated things and that I am seriously having ridiculous IPS...because I have really been noticing a million things...I think it's cuz I had those evaps!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

So, just in case I am wrong, and these are real symptoms, here they are:

* have had a back ache for AT LEAST a week
* have had a headache on like 4 occasions just this week (don't normally have)
* some days I pee like every 30 minutes...seriously, at least twice an hour
* of course, I have sore BBs...I have for 2 weeks at least though, so that don't count
* a couple days I felt like I was getting a UTI...like I had to pee soo bad but could not at all
* I smelled Jerrod's cooking oil from the opposite side of our house today
* then the past couple nights I have had some sort of pinching feeling in my BBs...but I had it before a couple times too (wish they were growing pains) haha
* AF like cramps for like 3 days

That's all for now...each and every one of these could be from something else...I can come up with excuses for them all...lol. So yeah...we'll see...any suggestions on a test date for me ladies?!?! I don't know at this point.

Oh yeah, and tomorrow is our annual hog roast...and everyone is drinking ...think it's ok if I had a couple drinks maybe??? lol...I wouldn't want to if not for the fact that drunks are sooo annoying when yer sober. lol
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September 18th, 2009, 08:05 PM
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I am glad to see you back in your journal! sorry about the loss of your friend. I hope you get your sooner than soon...
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September 19th, 2009, 08:24 AM
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So sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. That must've been so hard. It was so nice of you to stay with her kids... I'm sure that meant a lot to them.

WOO HOO for a Hog Roast. That sounds Mmmm... roasted piggie!! Hmm... as far as the drinking question goes, there are lots of women who have gone out drinking like crazy not knowing they were pg and then they have had perfectly healthy pregnancies. It's really a personal call. I would definitely advise AGAINST going on a bender! LMAO!!!
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September 19th, 2009, 09:37 AM
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Haha!! Yeah I am really not drinking tonight ladies!! Jerrod and I discussed it last night and we decided I should not. #1. I could be preggers #2. I need to be the DD most likely. So, n/m the drinking question. lol

So, today my temp is INSANE because I was up late and didn't wake til 11...I usually temp at 7 AM, so it is most likely inaccurate!! Tomorrow will be too, most likely. So, that really sucks!! I will not get a good temp again til Monday I guess. I hope it is up and not down!!!

So, this cycle will be my 3rd one without taking my Provera to start my period. (hopefully) I am so excited about it!! I forgot to mention my last OB/GYN appointment!!! I was last told that I would start on Clomid after trying for 6 months...I have been already, but my doctor meant 6 months from my 1st appointment...which would be November. So, I have been getting SOOOOO nervous about taking it, and I expressed that to her and she said that it is really looking good with me not needing pills to have AF, so we are now waiting a year!!!!!!!!!!!! I know ppl may think I should be bummed about it, but REALLY I am somewhat relieved. I really think that 6 months has not even been enough for me to get the hang of everything...and we have been going through a lot lately anyhow, so half of the time hasn't counted for much, ya know?!?!

Anyhow, call it denial if you want, but I am keeping my optimism for the time being about getting pregnant with no meds. My PCOS is a new diagnosis still, and I have not yet figured out how my body works on its own or anything. Time will tell. But I think that I am doing pretty good as of right now. I have gotten AF twice without Provera and my last cycle was LESS than 30 days!!!! This is great compared to 40 day or 55 day cycles!!!!

By the end of next cycle, I should know for sure whether or not I have a 15 day LP, which is how I have it figured right now. So, that is a big step, to me!! I am hoping that this cycle isn't a bust though, and that I won't need to know. lol Oh, I am praying for either a BFP or a period soon!!! I really want this cycle to be close to my last one so that I can have a better ideal of when to test next time. I am soooo sick of wasting my money on tests too early!!!
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Thanks Naomi!! I am wondering if it is just because of the change in my sleeping n waking times though. We'll see tomorrow, I guess. I will be going to bed and getting up at my normal times now though. Sometimes weekends make that difficult I guess.

So, today I am very sore in my lower abdomen area...kinda feels like I did some sit-ups or something. My back is still hurting right now, as well...I really hope these are symptoms. I also feel pretty bloated today!! I hope it's not AF coming!!! I'm also starting to wonder if maybe I have a kidney problem...hope not!!


My AF is late already if you go by my last cycle...and if my O date is right on FF. According to FF, AF is expected tomorrow. However, my average cycle length is 43 days. lol
But, none of my cycles have even been close to the same length since I started charting, so who knows when she will show her ugly face!!!

I am babysitting for a friend tomorrow, so I will probably not be testing, I figure. I want to really bad though. haha....actually, I think I might wait and see how my temps are looking over the next 2 days. I will definitely test tomorrow if I have a high temp!!!
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This morning I felt sick when I woke up. I went to the bathroom, peed, brushed my teeth, started my coffee pot, and then felt real hot and sick. I dunno what's going on yet...I am gonna take a test tonight...prob not til late though.

My temp is lookin' pretty good so far. My back still hurts pretty bad too. I have to babysit today, so I won't be on here too much. I will update this tonight after I test probably.
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Still have no ideal what is going on yet. My temp went back up again today...My boobs hurt worst today than they have all week...hopefully I will get a BFP or AF in the next couple days!!!! I am tired of waiting!!!

I am very tender in my lower belly...last night it was real sore if I bent down a little. Still kinda feels the way your abs feel after doing too many sit-ups!! I am really hoping this is a symptom!!!!

Still no spotting at all, so I highly doubt that AF will be here this week at all...hmmmph!!! I got sick feeling last night again. I have only felt sick in the day time a couple times.My back isn't hurting so much now though....

Well that's all I can write cuz my friend's little girl is throwing a tantrum right now, and needs a time-out really bad!!! lol
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September 26th, 2009, 07:05 AM
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September 26th, 2009, 07:42 AM
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Hey sweetie!!!! Hope you caught that eggie! Totally stalking ya! Have a great weekend!!!
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September 26th, 2009, 07:43 AM
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Yay!! At first I was kinda mad that I got them cuz I had wasted tests and everything...but now I am thrilled because I can actually relax!!! I know it's odd I am talking about relaxing in the 2WW...but when you never know when or if you O, you stress constantly...so yeah, I just enjoy the wait and do not stress at all during this time!! haha

So, here is what I am thinking at this point: All of my crazy symptoms and everything (aside from my boobs KILLING me!!!!) are from my having a YEAST INFECTION!!!! Yes!!! I freaking love it!!! I am so sick of getting them!!! I used to have them all the time while I was using Nuva Ring, but once I figured it was from that and stopped using it, I never got one again 'til I started TTC...just my luck, huh?!?! Now I have had 2 in the past 6 months!!!

So, yeah...that is probably also what has my CM all off, as well!! I have recorded creamy CM for a long time now, and I am guessing that's why!! At least I know though. I know my infections when I get them at this point!! I always have a heads up too....I should have known it was coming when sex started being painful. lol It always hurts when I have an infection. Anyone else get it like that??

Anyhow, my BBs have been sore forever it seems, and I think it just happens around O time, which I think is common...not sure!! But this cycle, they are the worst!!! It hurts to even poke them...and to lay on my side...OUCH!!!! I will really hate them when they are all swollen with milk...I have heard it is soooooooo painful right after you have the baby. I may share a funny story about my friend and her milky BBs later on...it's soo funny.

Steff: It looks like we are a day apart from being cycle buddies!!! Yay!!! We could be testing together this cycle!!!

Thanks Chrissy!!! Hope you have a great weekend too!!
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