[Im.Nayomi]

I noticed that they do not have a journal section over in the wtttc so i hope everyone doesn't mind if i continue my journal and journey just til i am able to see siggies and stuff...i do not like un finished buisness....and i just want to be able to do everything on here under my new name...even though i do not plan on reading journals...because i want to relax....i have gone from first ttc for a whole 1 year & 2 months with one miscarriage last nov 08 basically no success ...we were going to ntnp but i just think wtttc til next year just sounds a lot nicer.....dh and i are talking about using condoms soon...we have not used those things in so long....call me weird but when we start using those things i will feel in control....since my other journey has left me feeling not in control......i am so thankful to everyone who has been following my journal...happy for all the girls that have gotten s and even had babies during my journey....oh...i told dh it was funny that we have decided to wtttc recently because yesterday during like 1-2 hours of a nap i had a very long dream....in the dream dh got me pregnant in this house that we live in with the inlaws sleeping downstairs and their baby upstairs....in which we are around the corner for him......so yeah i got to be pregnant in my dream...to where my belly got real big.....i think it was a c section(that could of been from another dream.....but i ended up caring for my son in the dream...and my sis in law threw a baby shower for her friend(the funny thing is...she does have a friend that has 2 kids right now that are real young...and she is ttc #3. So if my dream is a futuristic one....my greatest fear will come true...that we stay with the inlaws longer than i want too.....seems like whatever i really really want in the gut of my heart....i get the plain opposite..... (oh today is 7 months that my mom in law has been in heaven.... I know she is having a great time
im on day 3 of af....as soon as it goes or starts to lighten up...i plan on getting back on track with my weight loss that is my top priority right now....this colder weather in ohio is not making it any easier...i love weight loss during the summer...so im going to miss summer.

[Im.Nayomi]

hoping everyone a great week!

[Im.Nayomi]

HOPING EVERYONE HAS A GREAT WEEK!

I AM NOW PLAYING A COUPLE OF BABY GAMES...ONE ON FACEBOOK CALLED BABY ADOPTER

AND THE OTHER ON Online baby simulation game - Babydow TRYING TO GET THE HANG OF THEM...I DIS LIKE BEING A NEWBIE.

[Oreobaby]

I am sorry you have decided to WTTTC....but you need to do what is best for you and DH of course!!!

[Im.Nayomi]

Oreo- it is so nice to hear from you it suxx but it is what is best for right now...im a keep my head up no matter what...and keep praying for all of you J.M. ladies to get and stay preggo and deliver healty babies......

HEY EVERYONE...I CANT STAY AWAY FROM MY JOURNAL FOR LONG....

I FOUND A THIRD VIRTUAL BABY RELATED GAME...ITS CyberInfants.com - Adopt A Virtual Baby ITS AN ACTUAL BABY... I AM ABOUT TO START IT SOON AS I GET DONE WITH THIS JOURNAL ENTRY....

I HAVE ADOPTED 2 BOYS AND 1 GIRL FROM 3 DIF. GAMES.....I GOTTA DO SOMETHING WHILE I AM ON MY SPECIAL TTC BREAK

[Im.Nayomi]

Hey! so today dh and I had a nice little talk.....I can not wait til it saids veteran under my name...so that it can run smoothly and the way I had it before on my old profile...ne how...i was trying to make out a year plan of Not Tty then Ttc and my dh looked at me and said 3 month planning is enough for him...I can not over load the dh......dh and I are so different that way...so ttc break Oct,Nov&Dec then Jan. we will be back in the Ttc game.

Since dh was not going to think past 3 months i was thinking....2 months off 1 month on...then 3 months off 1 month on...so on and so forth...but I agree with dh that a 3 month plan is good for now...its really a little less than 3 months though...

neway i hope everyone finds themselves pregnant before this year is over