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  #1  
February 16th, 2010, 08:15 AM
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i decided now is as good a time as any to start my journal..i am feeling really down right now but trying to remain optimistic..as i sit here waiting for the witch to show her ugly face i can't help but be a little disappointed with this cycle..before i get into that i should probably do my introduction..

I'm Kelly (25) and my dbf is Ryan (25) we are ttc our first..we have been together for almost two years..we are mommy and daddy to two furbabies that we love very much..right now we are living in different towns temporarily because he had to go for work..i really miss him but we see each other every other weekend..after we lost our angel baby last year i went back on the pill because i was really torn up about it..in the summer i decided i was ready to try and came off bcp..i had one regular cycle and then had a 100+ day cycle..i got some really convincing evaps and thought i was pg..when we found out i wasn't it was hard..i felt really silly for thinking that i was but realize now that anyone of us would have thought the same thing..i began charting this cycle and had really high hopes..everything seemed really promising my chart and symptoms..today i had a huge temp drop and know it is over she is on her way!..the thing i am having a hard time dealing with is we might not even get to try this next cycle..because if my calculations are correct i will most likely either o before i see dbf or a week after i do..which is not ideal timing for the spermies to catch eggy..to feel like i am out for this cycle before it even begins makes me feel deflated..the only thing that is really keeping me slightly optimistic right now is my Cheri reading..she said she sees June and a boy..i know that isn't that far away but i still would like to try and prove her wrong..anyone else have problems with timing bding and o time?..
i think i'm going to take it easy tonight and watch girly shows, maybe get a tub of icecream..thanks for listening to me girls i'm excited to begin my journal..
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February 16th, 2010, 09:07 AM
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I like your nick name...I think you are a strong lady to be able to live in two different towns with your dh wow.....I know what that feels like...more like i live in one state and he live in another we did that twice.....and lived in two different towns once. neway I hope you get your soon and can live together when time& money permits that. Nice to meet you! I am Nayomi.
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Nayomi is NTNP team blue #2


My NTNP #2 Journal:
http://www.justmommies.com/forums/f1...-blue-2-a.html
JUNE 7, 2014 My daughter Jakaira turns 2 !!!!!
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Nephews Lorenzo,Charlie both 5
Nieces Tamara 2years old , Arielle 1 month old

My 3rd Niece Lillian Nicole- Due 9/8/14

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Going to work on weight loss for now.

to get things like fertilityblend (check!
*We currently take Geritol. Check!
*Conceive Plus by Sasmar Check!
Welcome Womb(check!)
progesterone supplements

ClearBlue Fertility monitor and fertility monitor test strips by ClearBlue.
I am considering to buy that.
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What I want to buy my sister


4.towels,wash cloths
5.size 1 diapers,diaper wipes
6.handmits n socks n burp cloths
7.0-3 months clothes (winter/spring)
8.boppy pillow
9.head bands with flowers
10.stroller
dresser

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In my TTC#2 Journal
Jan 8,2013 100 posts
feb 6,2014 200 posts
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Post 220 saids what I want to buy sis,hubby n I
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February 16th, 2010, 09:39 AM
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nice to meet you too Nayomi..thanks we are making the best of it..we should be getting a new place in the summer..i think you are a strong lady too that you did that..i hope that you get bfp soon!..
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February 16th, 2010, 10:23 AM
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Hi Kelly nice to meet you. Congrats on starting your journal

The time I have to bd is 2 am-- its not as hard as not being there at all-- but its hard. Working opposite schedules is hard but has its advantages-- You are definitely strong.

I know what you are saying about proving Cherie wrong. I am trying to prove Ruby wrong- LOL. How do I get in touch with Cherie. Maybe if I have two predictions I won't have this self fulfilling prophesy in my head.

Lots of baby for you!!
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February 16th, 2010, 10:34 AM
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You're gonna prove that Cheri reading wrong, Kelly just you wait and see!

I understand your frustrations, but we gotta keep our chins up....I keep telling myself that it'll happen when it's meant to happen...it at least helps to keep me from becoming really depressed.

Don't worry hun.....your time is coming soon!!!

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February 16th, 2010, 11:28 AM
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Yay for starting a journal! Just wanted to stop in and say hi!
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February 16th, 2010, 01:06 PM
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thanks girls for all of the support..i am going to go and read your journals now..
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February 16th, 2010, 01:07 PM
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I'm glad you started a journal, Kelly! By the way, your new siggy is adorable!!!

I hope the stars line up and you get a shot at this cycle!
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Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.

IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.

March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
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February 16th, 2010, 02:02 PM
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just wanted to say hi!!! & love your siggy...the colors....
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Nayomi is NTNP team blue #2


My NTNP #2 Journal:
http://www.justmommies.com/forums/f1...-blue-2-a.html
JUNE 7, 2014 My daughter Jakaira turns 2 !!!!!
************************************************** ********************
Nephews Lorenzo,Charlie both 5
Nieces Tamara 2years old , Arielle 1 month old

My 3rd Niece Lillian Nicole- Due 9/8/14

************************************************** ************************

Going to work on weight loss for now.

to get things like fertilityblend (check!
*We currently take Geritol. Check!
*Conceive Plus by Sasmar Check!
Welcome Womb(check!)
progesterone supplements

ClearBlue Fertility monitor and fertility monitor test strips by ClearBlue.
I am considering to buy that.
************************************************** ***************
What I want to buy my sister


4.towels,wash cloths
5.size 1 diapers,diaper wipes
6.handmits n socks n burp cloths
7.0-3 months clothes (winter/spring)
8.boppy pillow
9.head bands with flowers
10.stroller
dresser

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
In my TTC#2 Journal
Jan 8,2013 100 posts
feb 6,2014 200 posts
*******************************************
Post 220 saids what I want to buy sis,hubby n I

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February 16th, 2010, 04:26 PM
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HI Kelly. Congrats on starting your journal. I'm Judy (30 - DH is 30 too) and this is our 5th cycle of TTC our first. I'm sorry to hear about your loss, and hope you get your sticky bean real soon!!
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February 17th, 2010, 05:22 AM
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thanks ladies you are such a supportive group..i love being a part of this board..

i am very confused this morning take a look at my chart..my temp is back up to where it was..i am wondering if maybe my temp was off yesterday because i didn't have the heat on and woke up freezing..and the witch hasn't shown up and i don't feel like she is coming..i am having quite a bit of creamy cm..i was totally convinced i was out yesterday and now i don't know what to think..i had to take a two hour nap before supper because i had really bad heartburn and felt nauseaous..today i have heartburn again and just feel weird..what do you girls think?..
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February 17th, 2010, 07:42 AM
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Hopefully you'll be getting good news soon.

Are you going to test at all or are you just gonna wait for AF?
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February 17th, 2010, 08:16 AM
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Nicki it is great to hear from you i've missed you hun..i tested on 12dpo and 13dpo and thought i might have seen something..haven't tested since then..and if the witch stays away then i will in the morning..i'm going to post in your journal now ..
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February 17th, 2010, 08:29 AM
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OMG how can you keep from testing today? I'd be going crazy! LOL Your chart looks good... test test!!
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February 17th, 2010, 08:39 AM
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lol Judy because i really want to use fmu or smu..believe me i am finding it hard to resist..you really think that my chart looks good? what do you think that temp drop was about?..
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February 17th, 2010, 08:43 AM
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Hey Kelly yeah I think it's great that your temp went back up. I don't know what the dip would have been... maybe implantation dip? But I don't know if implantation would happen at 14 DPO.. time to put on my google MD hat and do some googling on that. Or it could be what you mentioned in some of your posts, that you were freezing that morning? That has happened to me, when it's cold in the room I will have a colder temperature in the morning. Or at least that's how I explain it to myself. I hope hope hope this is it for you!
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February 17th, 2010, 08:47 AM
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aww thanks hun i really appreciate it..and lol at your google md hat.. i had totally counted myself out yesterday and all i am having is lots of creamy cm..i'm also having to pee a lot more today!..
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February 17th, 2010, 08:51 AM
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Lots of peeing is good... so I did a quick search and the sites I looked at say implantation happens 6-12days after fertilization. But I don't know, there could be variation I guess. And if you got fertilized at 1 DPO, and implanted 12 days later at 13 DPO, that might explain the dip at 14 DPO? Good luck!!
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February 17th, 2010, 08:56 AM
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wow that was quick hun..thanks for the info that makes sense..keep your fingers crossed the witch stays away..
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February 17th, 2010, 09:00 AM
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Kelly I am the google master lol I swear I can find anything LOL Keeping everything crossed for you!!
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