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  #41  
August 13th, 2010, 08:06 AM
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When are you thinking about testing???? here is some
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August 14th, 2010, 02:17 AM
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I just have to apologize in advance as I will be MIA for the next couple of days. Unforntualty instead of celebrating my dad's birthday I rushed him to the ER for a swallon leg and it turns out he has a blood clot that takes up half of his leg. HE is really touch and go right now, and it's so hard!!! I am such an emotional wreck right now!! I just need some thoughts and prayers right now girls!!! Thanks in advance!!
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August 14th, 2010, 01:31 PM
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I am about to go pray now& he is in my prayers big time.
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August 14th, 2010, 08:06 PM
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Just got back from the hospital......the doctor stated that they underestimated the blood clot and it now is over 3/4 his leg. Ugh I am just so scared and I don't know what to do I'm at a loss!!! I just wish this was all just a nightmare and I could just wake up from it!!!! They believe it has already started to break apart and cause him to have a hard time breathing and coughing really hard. They are very concerened and he's still touch and go!!! Ugh!
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August 14th, 2010, 08:10 PM
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Oh Jacklyn I can't imagine - I will be praying so hard for him and your family!!
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August 16th, 2010, 06:59 AM
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Thank you Judy, it's means alot.

I have to report that I'm going to have a great Monday. I get to bring my dad home!!!!!! they said he has to be careful and if he has any symptoms he has to go back to the ER because the blood clot could be blocking his lung or heart. He has to pay attention to his body. They felt that I could do everything that they were doing at the hosptial!! He is on many blood thinners and has to get his blood drawn 3 times a week for a while but they feel it will start to dissolve in the next couple of weeks but won't be completely gone because of the size untill 6 months!!!

This has been a scary weekend but I thank all the ladies on here for your support and God that he is okay!!!

Also if I will get AF she should be here in the next 3-4 days!!!! So i'm close to testing.
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August 16th, 2010, 02:54 PM
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Ugh after having a day to relax after this weekend I realized that I'm super close to testing and i'm getting nervous. I'm going to try to hold out but I might give in!!! I'm hoping I can hold out untill after AF doesn't show (if that happens) to test!!! I don't think I am ( hoping for a surprise) but month after month that I think I'm not and getting that negative test I still feel let down!!! Like I wonder what i'm doing wrong?!?!?!? I go to the doctor on Monday and we get to discuss further about TTC and either I will have AF or a BFP!!! Ugh the wait will suck!
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August 16th, 2010, 04:49 PM
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I'm really glad to hear your Dad is doing better and gets to come home. That's crazy that it will take 6 months for it to go away completely but he's lucky to have you to look after him. I wanted to drop off some BFP dust for you, I hope you get a nice surprise after everything you have been going through!!!



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August 16th, 2010, 04:56 PM
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It's great news that your dad gets to go home and you'll do a great job of taking care of him!

I hope AF doesn't come hon!!
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I hope stays away for you too!!!
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August 17th, 2010, 11:52 AM
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Thanks ladies I'm happy he is home, not out of the woods but doing better!!!

I was kinda fusterated today, I called my best friend, she's like my big sister and I told her today that Al and I are ttc and seriously have been since June (trying before that but not charting or using OPK's), I explained that I've been stressed out because I am scared that I'll never get a bfp.......and then the stress of my dad. She said that "just give it time, spend time with Al and enjoy each other" We've been married almost 2 years and we have spent time together. I just got fusterated because she doesn't understand what i'm going through. I mean don't get me wrong I love my best friend but she doesn't understand that this is hard for me, and I told her that when I call her to tell her I am pregnant that I hope she's happy for me, She said she would be exstatic, she says don't worry about it it will happen. Easy for her to say she's only been married for 2 months and they won't be trying untill late next year!! We are so ready to be parents and I would love nothing more than to make her an Aunt!! I love her but grrrrrrr...

on a lighter note.

I have to report that i've had a couple bouts of heartburn, it comes and goes and it sucks!!! I had a weird feeling (not cramps, not pain)in my lower tummy area....it doesn't feel like anything AF related that I've had before, I thought for a while it was AF coming early but I woke up this morning and nothing. It comes and goes. I don't know exactly what that is but we will have to see! I was going to test today but I am going to hold out the best I can for the next couple of days!!

Thanks agian ladies for all your thoughts and prayers for my dad and my family!
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August 17th, 2010, 12:06 PM
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Glad your dad is home!

Sorry for the insensitive friend! After so long you learn to completely ignore that kind of stuff. No one can know your feelings unless they are in your shoes.

Good Luck, I hope AF stays away!
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August 18th, 2010, 04:54 AM
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Hope all is going ok with your dad Are you testing today girl ??? Cant wait to hear results & keeping all things crossed that its your BFP !!!!!!!!!!! You deserve it, esp. after everything you had to go thru with your dad, time for some great news !!!!
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When are you planning on testing? 14DPO is a pretty good day to test
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I have tested and once agian it's a Not what I wanted to see..... Every month I would promise I wouldn't cry but I'll have a emotional breakdown when my DH gets home and then I'll be fine, I was saying maybe something good will happen after everything bad that's been going on...... but yet agian I have to tell my DH that i'm not pregnant!!! UGH I feel like I let him down month after month. I'm just really confused because AF is due to show her ugly face tomorrow and still no signs that she's coming......normally I get cramps the day before and still nothing..... Thanks ladies for the support but we are off to the next cycle!!! Maybe next cycle I can tell my DH Happy Anniversary with a BFP!!! We'll see.....
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August 18th, 2010, 03:33 PM
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Awww hon is it possible you Od later than you think? I don't see an FF ticker so I'm not sure whether you're temping or not..
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August 18th, 2010, 03:51 PM
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I'm sorry about the BFN I agree with Judy, it's very possible to O late when you are under a lot of stress, did you have a lot of O signs to pinpoint when it might have happened?
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August 19th, 2010, 06:15 AM
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Maybe you O'd a day or two later. There's always hope until the witch shows on her broom! I hope you get a surprise soon.

And I'm SO glad to hear your dad is home. I'll keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
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August 19th, 2010, 11:07 AM
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Awww hon is it possible you Od later than you think? I don't see an FF ticker so I'm not sure whether you're temping or not..

Judy - I don't temp on FF I know I should but I don't wake up at the same time every morning so I don't think that would work


Judy, Melissa, Jackie - It is very possible for me to have o'd late since I did last month and I wasn't really charting that faithfully this month.....

I'm hoping I o'd late and that would explain it, which would make me instead of 14 or 15 dpo today only about 12 dpo...... I wasn't really charting that much because My DH was suppose to be gone the week that I was suppose to O, so I took a relaxed approach to charting. I would have either O'd on 8/4 (I thought I was having O pains) or 8/7 (when I got a on my opk) Don't ask me why but I randomly tested on my opk. We bd'd every day from 8/4 - 8/7. Still no AF or signs that she is coming....

I did check my CM and it's creamy.... I've gotten up the past 2 night in the middle of the night to pee......Normally I don't wake up at all....... I don't know what is going on.... and I ran out of HPT's so I'm just going to wait. I normally get more breakouts about 3-4 days before AF shows and nothing absolutly nothing!!!!! Oh and I know it doesn't really matter because i'm not temping but this morning I took my temp right when I woke up and my normal body temp is 96.7- 96.8 and when I tested this morning it was 97.9??? It probably doesn't mean much so i'm coughing it up to just a high temp.

Thanks ladies for all your hope but I thinking i'm on my last straw for this cycle....
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Thanks Jackie for your continued T&P's it's been rough and we're not out of the woods but we're going day by day!
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August 19th, 2010, 12:11 PM
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I hope those are all good signs.......Im the same way...
I usually have one big pimple a day or two before
af shows....and if I dont.....im thinking could possibly
be pregnancy..........Are you going to get some more
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