JacklynA's TTC Journal

JacklynA · #1 July 28th, 2010, 01:33 PM

We I've been on JM for a couple of months but I guess I'm ready to start my journal.

My husband and I were together over 2 years when he proposed on a dock right in front of a waterfall. On 9.20.08 we got married. It was the wedding of my dreams. We decided to wait a couple of years to TTC but we are now ready to get that BFP and become parents.

I honestly thought that because my cycles are pretty regular that it wouldn't take us long TTC but here I am cycle 5 and still not pregnant!!! Although I'm very happy I found JM because I don't think I could have made it through the past 2 months of my emotional rollarcoaster without all the wonderful ladies on here.

Hockey247 · #2 July 28th, 2010, 01:47 PM

Hi Jacklyn

Welcome to the journals. I am sure you will find that there is a lot of wonderful ladies here. I don't know what I would have done sometimes without this section.

I look forward to following your journey and getting to know you.

I'm Sam BTW and I'm on my 21st cycle

Wizza · #3 July 28th, 2010, 02:10 PM

Hi there Jacklyn! Welcome to journals, they are such a great way to be able to vent and find comfort when things get frustrating. I hope you get your BFP soon!!

Im.Nayomi · #4 July 28th, 2010, 02:20 PM

so happy that you started your journal& that I got to talk to
you on chat last night.....I hope you get your

really,
really soon.

Servilia · #5 July 28th, 2010, 03:27 PM

hi Jacklyn and welcome to the journals!
Good luck I hope you get a BFP real soon! It was really nice getting to know you at chat last night!

JacklynA · #6 July 29th, 2010, 07:55 AM

Hi ladies it will be an nice place to share my ups and downs, and then have support on top of it. Judy and Nayomi it was very nice talking to you and getting to know you alittle better.

I bought a month long supply of opk's I can't wait to get the + because I'm really feeling good about this cycle. I'm really hoping this is it. I know it probably won't be but I'm taking the expect the bad and be surprised by the good. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I have a long ways to go because I haven't even o'd yet but i'm keeping positive.

Sota · #7 July 29th, 2010, 12:27 PM

Jacklyn,

I think we are cycle buddies! I am on CD 8 too. Hopefully this will be a lucky month for both of us

JacklynA · #8 July 29th, 2010, 05:00 PM

Yeah for cycle buddies!!!

PiXiE*DuSt · #9 July 29th, 2010, 09:44 PM

YAY for starting a journal

chrissy323 · #10 July 30th, 2010, 05:30 AM

Hey Jacklyn!! Just popped in to say high and have a nice weekend!!!!

JacklynA · #11 July 30th, 2010, 09:05 AM

Thanks Chrissy

JacklynA · #12 July 30th, 2010, 10:00 AM

I'm pretty sure I'm due to O next week sometime maybe ( last month I o'd late) but i'm using opk's this month so I'll have to wait and see but my husband just informed me that he will be gone all week next week for work.

I have alittle hope left that maybe I'll o agian late this month. I just feel like all the hope I had for this cycle is gone. He's going to be gone all week right when I o, ugh now I'm not so positive that this is our cycle after all.

Sometimes I wonder If this means something that we still aren't pregnant. I just went from so positive to negitive so quickly. Ugh this is not my day. Nor will next week be my week.

missa3428 · #13 July 30th, 2010, 10:57 AM

YAY Jacklyn for starting a Journal! I just started one not to long ago as well!

I hope this is your month for you! Good Luck!

Sota · #14 July 30th, 2010, 01:26 PM

Oh no, I am sorry your DH will be gone around O time. Fingers crossed you will be able to catch that egg!

JacklynA · #15 August 2nd, 2010, 10:28 AM

Ugh.......DH has officially left for the week!!! I'm hoping that I O late agian this month but i'm kinda discouraged because my DH is gone and it would be just our luck to have me O while he is gone.

I had a interesting weekend, I went camping my in-laws. It was stressful and full of drama(as is it with all family get togethers with them) but it was nice camping agian. We went tubing and knee boarding on the lake which made me very sore and sunburnt. I love the outdoors and camping.

jenisuzy · #16 August 2nd, 2010, 10:33 AM

Just wanted to stop over & introduce myself...I'm Jen & also recently started a journal here. I dont know what I'd do without JM sista's

My DH & I are on our 30th something cycle of trying

Waiting & waiting to get my BFP ....

JacklynA · #17 August 2nd, 2010, 09:23 PM

Hi Jen, Nice to meet you!!!

Im.Nayomi · #18 August 2nd, 2010, 10:24 PM

I have probally said it before...but I will say it again
I love your siggy...all the pretty colors. Thanks
for stopping by my journal. Did you like who won
on The Bachelorette ? hoping for you a
as soon as possible.

JacklynA · #19 August 3rd, 2010, 10:25 AM

Thanks, I love my siggy too!!!! Ugh nope I was pulling for Chris!!! But that's ok Chris is still awesome!!!! Thanks I hope you get your

as well!!!

So today is day 2 without my DH. I know thats not that long, but I forgot how it is around here without him. It the first time in a long time that he has been gone for more than one night, especially in our new home. Still thinking we are going to miss my o, just because that is our luck!!! Still hoping for a miracle. I'm just down. Ever since my DH told me he was leaving for the week, I kinda felt devestated. I didn't tell DH that I was suppose to o this week while he was gone, I didn't want to cause stress to him while he is gone.

I'm having a garage sale this weekend so running around doing all the stuff for that is definatly keeping my mind off TTC. I just wonder sometimes if it will really actually happen to us. I am so so sick of getting negatives.