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  #301  
March 8th, 2013, 10:37 AM
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Yup that was this mornings FMU

I didn't do one of the walmart tests with it.. but I'm tempted to. When DH goes back to sleep I think I'm gonna make a run to Walmart and the Dollar store for some Variety. LOL.

Oh and gingerale... because I still have the lingering nausea from earlier in the week... sucks.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
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Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
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March 8th, 2013, 10:54 AM
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I wanna see pics of any and all tests you take!!!!!!!!!

Sorry about the nausea - that is no fun! I do love ginger ale, hope that is helping!!
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March 8th, 2013, 07:30 PM
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lol I totally forgot gingerale. oops







Not sure what to think... it looks like the $tree one has a flaw of some sort (crooked mark), Answer looks pretty negative.. but the wondfo looks iffy... there's a line on the bottom two... and I could see a line on the top.... just... weird.
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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 9th, 2013, 01:42 AM
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I have to admit.. I'm not feeling "it" this cycle.

Maybe it's DH leaving has got me down... or maybe it's the results of my MRI.. which I foolishly now realize I have not shared (I will in a minute). All I know is I'm not feeling like this is my cycle. My tests, are now drying with no lines, or lines so faint that I would go blind after a while staring at them. I just don't get it.. I really don't.


MRI... specialist office called today, MRI is clear. They have no idea why I'm in pain. So back to work for me, with no restrictions now. Well my boss can literally kiss my behind, I'm not working more than 2 4.5 hour shifts a week.. I can barely get my groceries with out being in agony...which is what I did today.. got groceries.. and now I'm in significant pain, I'd really love to pop a couple of Aleve and go to bed... but 1- no Aleve in the 2ww and 2- DH will be calling me in an hour or so.

I hate feeling like this. I'm going to be devastated if AF shows. There is no doubt about that. And I'm going to be here alone
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 9th, 2013, 01:42 AM
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I have to admit.. I'm not feeling "it" this cycle.

Maybe it's DH leaving has got me down... or maybe it's the results of my MRI.. which I foolishly now realize I have not shared (I will in a minute). All I know is I'm not feeling like this is my cycle. My tests, are now drying with no lines, or lines so faint that I would go blind after a while staring at them. I just don't get it.. I really don't.


MRI... specialist office called today, MRI is clear. They have no idea why I'm in pain. So back to work for me, with no restrictions now. Well my boss can literally kiss my behind, I'm not working more than 2 4.5 hour shifts a week.. I can barely get my groceries with out being in agony...which is what I did today.. got groceries.. and now I'm in significant pain, I'd really love to pop a couple of Aleve and go to bed... but 1- no Aleve in the 2ww and 2- DH will be calling me in an hour or so.

I hate feeling like this. I'm going to be devastated if AF shows. There is no doubt about that. And I'm going to be here alone
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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 9th, 2013, 09:55 AM
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Todays tests:

Attempt #1 -

Answer - BFN:


Cheapie: Um.. possible bfp


Dollar Tree: Um... definite possible bfp




Attempt #2 - (still same pee)

Walmart brand: Um... undecided... one glance looks pos, one neg.


Cheapie: Um... I think I may throw up now.


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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)

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March 9th, 2013, 11:18 PM
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I'm getting sick. And I'm not pleased.

Low grade fever (100.7), flushed face, sore throat, cough...

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I either need a good line on a hpt so I have a reason to suffer, or the witch needs to show so I can drug myself silly!
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 10th, 2013, 07:39 AM
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11dpo - I kinda wish the witch would show already.



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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 10th, 2013, 08:29 PM
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You're not out until the witch shows! I'm hopeful for you.
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March 11th, 2013, 08:59 AM
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Are you feeling better? Hope you didn't end up getting sick!! Any tests today or signs of AF?

My fingers are still crossed for you!!!!!!!!!!!
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March 11th, 2013, 12:24 PM
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Sick as a dog. Cough, sore throat, runny nose, sore chest/abdomen.. been heaving on and off all day.

And to top it off... witch showed today... technically she's early, she should have showed tomorrow.


But... this was last nights test:



this morning:





Right now all I want to do is go back to bed. But between Miss Squeaky.. and the fact I need to get Reme at 3:05... I'm stuck being awake. I need to hide her things before I go get him... since he doesn't know she's here.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 11th, 2013, 12:48 PM
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Sorry your sick Ashley, I hope you can at least take some good med's now to keep you going!

I bet Reme will be so excited to meet Nola! Has he had pets before?
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March 11th, 2013, 12:54 PM
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You are going to surprise Reme with the kitten? Maybe having him there will give her someone to squeak at who isn't you!

Sorry about AF.
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March 11th, 2013, 01:41 PM
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Sorry your sick Ashley, I hope you can at least take some good med's now to keep you going!

I bet Reme will be so excited to meet Nola! Has he had pets before?
Yes he had 2 cats and 2 dogs at home... he got a kitten last year for Christmas... his dad and I conspired with his mom to go get her, and have her here as a surprise for him. He's going to be upset he can't take her home. LOL.



And yeah, soon as Reme's gone I'm going to get something stronger for this... I can feel the gunk moving every time I breathe... which makes me cough... which makes me queasier. BLAH.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 11th, 2013, 02:51 PM
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I am sorry you are sick!!! I hope you feel better soon!
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March 11th, 2013, 02:56 PM
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Thats great he has pets! I loved having pets as a kid.

I'm all for mediating when sick, i hate tha sicky feeling.

How did DH's travelling go?
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March 11th, 2013, 03:33 PM
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He did alright, he's been doing this drive for years. He got busted for speeding outside of Milwaukee.... thankfully only a warning, but I still gave him hell for it. And thankfully the bed he's staying in is very comfy, so he's sleeping well.

I on the other hand, am not. Soon as Reme goes home, Nola and I are taking over the recliner for a nap!
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 11th, 2013, 03:34 PM
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so sorry the witch showed and you are feeling sick!!!!

I am sure surprising Reme with Nola will be fun though!!!!!
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March 14th, 2013, 01:03 AM
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I emailed an obgyn clinic tonight to ask some billing questions, I'm going to try and make an appointment this week (for the future). DH is going to have to accept that my thyroid is an essential bill, just like light power and rent...


My SIL is expecting. I'm not happy, in fact I curled up and cried for the entire evening. They have 2 kids, they are not in a good financial situation. I'm sure the baby will be loved. Not that I figure they'll let me have any kind of relationship with the kid, I don't really get along with DH's family. He warned me tonight that I should expect the child to call me Ashley, and his ex wife Aunt L... because apparently they're still rejecting me as his wife. Yay! grrrr.

I will be pregnant in 2014. I don't care if we have to go broke to do it.



I'm finally starting to feel a little better. I don't think I'm going to need to go to the doctor. I just need to start feeling more human. I've lost 10lbs since Friday... I'd like to be able to hit the pool, or the gym, and keep it off and keep losing.
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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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March 14th, 2013, 01:04 AM
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I emailed an obgyn clinic tonight to ask some billing questions, I'm going to try and make an appointment this week (for the future). DH is going to have to accept that my thyroid is an essential bill, just like light power and rent...


My SIL is expecting. I'm not happy, in fact I curled up and cried for the entire evening. They have 2 kids, they are not in a good financial situation. I'm sure the baby will be loved. Not that I figure they'll let me have any kind of relationship with the kid, I don't really get along with DH's family. He warned me tonight that I should expect the child to call me Ashley, and his ex wife Aunt L... because apparently they're still rejecting me as his wife. Yay! grrrr.

I will be pregnant in 2014. I don't care if we have to go broke to do it.



I'm finally starting to feel a little better. I don't think I'm going to need to go to the doctor. I just need to start feeling more human. I've lost 10lbs since Friday... I'd like to be able to hit the pool, or the gym, and keep it off and keep losing.
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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
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