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  #141  
November 19th, 2012, 03:45 PM
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Whoa I see something, Ashley
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November 19th, 2012, 05:06 PM
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Yeah, this afternoon's was pretty much 100% negative. So now I'm a combination of pissed and depressed.

I wish I had the reserve to not test until suppertime 12DPO when she's officially late.


*EDIT*

SammyJ says she sees lines, I can too, just not as dark as last nights... but then again, I test best at night. So we will see.

I'll use an Answer Wednesday night.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
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Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day

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  #143  
November 20th, 2012, 06:03 AM
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Hopefully you'll get a blaring BFP on Wednesday!!!
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Me (33)-LP on the short side, but no other abnormalities
DH (37)-slightly subfertile morphology and motility


Natural cycles-August 2011-July 2012
August 2012-October 2012 clomid and progesterone
November 2012-IUI
December 2012, cysts from IUI, on bcp

January 2013-February 2013, long protocol IVF
15 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, 7 fertilized with ICSI
All 7 made it to 5 day transfer, 2 were transferred
Only 1 frozen snowbaby
1st IVF


May 10, 2013, lap sx, Stage 1 endo

June 2013 - MA Round 2
Femara + hcg shot
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November 20th, 2012, 12:39 PM
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Thanks Nicholle. I got a pretty convincing line on an Answer test last night.. but it faded out into a squinter after the 10 min mark.. so I don't know if it was real or not! No more good tests until tomorrow (48hr rule LOL). And then Another on Friday if she hasn't shown.

AF's due anywhere from Tomorrow to Thursday depending on how she feels at the moment. If she doesn't show, Sunday is CD 28 and 15dpo, I'd be willing to risk the Digi at that point.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
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Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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  #145  
November 20th, 2012, 01:10 PM
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Whoa how did I miss this yesterday???!! I hope that you get a great result on the next 'good' () test tomorrow

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November 21st, 2012, 10:08 PM
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Nope. After getting this test on Monday:



I got this test this morning:



To say I'm upset, is a total understatement. 15 tests with lines. 15 tests with PINK lines.. and now they're all gone. I do not understand why, or how... I really do not at all.

And what hurts the most, is AF is due tomorrow. 4m to the day since my last miscarriage.


Just how many more babies do I have to lose before it's my turn?!
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Awesome siggy made by Jaidynsmum

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day

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November 21st, 2012, 11:38 PM
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Ouch =/ I'm so sorry Ashley!!! *hugs*
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November 23rd, 2012, 06:38 AM
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So sorry Ashley
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November 23rd, 2012, 07:14 AM
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I'm so so sorry Ashley
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November 23rd, 2012, 11:29 AM
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I'm so so so sorry, Ashley I wish you weren't going through this.
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November 23rd, 2012, 02:46 PM
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Thanks girls. I started having some pink and spotting this morning before I went to bed ( I worked last night. UGH). But still no full AF. This is still 13 dpo for me I think.. if not it's definately 12... still pretty good average for me.

So it's glass half empty/full I guess. Looks like another chemical.. but this cycle was just different, it was more textbook normal. I O'd very early, with out taking anything at all. So we'll see what next cycle brings.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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  #152  
November 23rd, 2012, 05:52 PM
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So sorry Ashley
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November 23rd, 2012, 11:27 PM
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Still getting pink, but Since I've randomly hit 14 dpo as of 25 minutes ago (unheard of here) I figured I'd test. Squinter of a line on it. *sigh*

Here's the edit, the top test was yesterdays and obviously had no line at all.



So I don't know what's going on. AF is obviously trying to show.. she's just either having trouble doing so, or she's playing with me.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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November 24th, 2012, 01:20 AM
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*LOSS MENTIONED*

At just before 2am I started bleeding. I went from nothing (I'd see a lil pink in CM since yesterday, but nothing substantial) to Soaked in minutes. *sigh*.

Since DH doesn't want to be involved in naming a non doctor confirmed pregnancy I've chosen the name myself again. A boy's name this time (seems only fair) Konnor. It means Wolf Lover, and since DH loves wolves, it seems to fit.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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November 24th, 2012, 05:21 PM
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I'm so sorry.
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November 24th, 2012, 05:29 PM
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Konnor's a beautiful name, Ashley, I'm so sorry for your loss.
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November 25th, 2012, 02:33 AM
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November 25th, 2012, 04:57 PM
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I'm so sorry Ashley!
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Me (33)-LP on the short side, but no other abnormalities
DH (37)-slightly subfertile morphology and motility


Natural cycles-August 2011-July 2012
August 2012-October 2012 clomid and progesterone
November 2012-IUI
December 2012, cysts from IUI, on bcp

January 2013-February 2013, long protocol IVF
15 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, 7 fertilized with ICSI
All 7 made it to 5 day transfer, 2 were transferred
Only 1 frozen snowbaby
1st IVF


May 10, 2013, lap sx, Stage 1 endo

June 2013 - MA Round 2
Femara + hcg shot
IUI # 2


FET tentatively scheduled for 10/31/13

Have never seen a bfp.






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November 26th, 2012, 12:32 AM
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thank you ladies. this one really hasn't hit me as hard as the first...i think im just numb.

ive hurt my foot and am laid up a bit. not sure how much dtd we will get in. i am rather depressed over my health and I don't really feel like ttc right now. I would really like to get my thyroid under control, and that's looking like another 6m. So we aren't ttc, but we aren't tta either.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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November 26th, 2012, 07:29 AM
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Sorry sorry Ashley Take care of yourself and maybe try to pamper yourself a little if you can.
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