[Gemmalou]

Since I found out I was pregnant i've done nothing but get myself into a state.

My last pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage and i'm terrified the same is going to happen. I'm ringing every day to get into my doctor to try and get an early scan but they're always full. I know there is absolutely nothing they can do if I do miscarry, I just need to know every thing is ok before I even let myself be happy about it.

I keep googling only to read that the chances of a miscarriage with PCOS are 65% in the UK. Why am I doing it to myself? It's 2 am here and I can't even think about sleep.

I just needed to get it out.

[breea]

I am the same wat i saw a fetal pole today but no hb yet so i have been googling fetal pole al night

[~FaRRaH~]

Listen both of you.... (sorry dont mean to sound mean!) but you have to calm down, all this stress is the worst thing you can do to yourself and your bean!!!!

Please try to relax, whatever will happen is going to happen no matter how much you stress out. Enjoy while you are pregnant and keep your faith that this baby is meant to be. For me I've had 2 pregnancies and I'm 28 weeks w/ #2 and have a son who is 3. Not everyone suffers losses everytime.

I wish you both H&H 9 months!!!!!

[the scotts]

i was feeling the same way but my dh made me think positive! i don't think about it all the time now cuz i want the months to go by quickly and my baby to be healthy! think positive and eat eat eat!

[the scotts]

i was feeling the same way but my dh made me think positive! i don't think about it all the time now cuz i want the months to go by quickly and my baby to be healthy! think positive and eat eat eat!

[lakshmi]

Oh even i was kinda freaked out in my first trimester.. but DH was so supportive and i played a lot of silly games to keep my mind of it. So dont worry and keep mind free and happy.. that does a lot of good to your bean!

H&H 9 months to ya both !

[momme]

how are you doing?

[Gemmalou]

Hey there.

You know what? I'm not really sure. I'm not really allowing myself to be happy about my pregnacy, which probably sounds harsh but it the best way for me to deal with it at the minute.

I had my GP appointment on Thursday and the blood tests I had about a month ago showed that my Progesterone level was low but because they don't suppliment Progesterone here any way so there was nothing he could do. He rang an Obstiatrician while I was there and got her advice and I heard her say that I needed an early scan to see if it was a viable pregnancy but when I checked the next day he hadn't referred me.

As you can imagine I was pretty distraught. It meant I would be waiting over a month for my first scan and I just coudn't wait that long after last time. So I spoke to him again and he's wangled me an emergency scan for Monday morning. He's done some maths and figured i'm about 5-7 weeks pregnant but once i've had the scan and know every thing is how it should be i'll start to relax.

Thanks for checking on me, i'll keep you updated x

[breea]

I am sure everything is going to be fine. I went for my u/s on thursday and they say a hb and that i must of o'ed really late because i was only 5w 6d instaed of 7w6d. So know i am finally breathing and so will you. Best of luck with your little bean

[MommyHoldYou]

Why don't they give you progesterone supp there?? That's just crazy!!! That is the hormone that supports the pregnancy! I would re-check that and make them give you some. I had to take it with my first pregnancy and this one. You can get it over the counter but I wouldn't begin to know what kind so I would ask a Dr. about it. Good luck and try to calm down. I will pray all works out for you.

[Gemmalou]

I've got no idea why they don't. Both my GP and the Obtiatrician said they don't suppliment it so I don't know if it's just my county or town or the whole of England.

It's really worrying considering my level was low.
I've got my scan in the morning so i'll let you ladies know how it goes.