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So, it has been 2 1/2 Weeks..... (TTC Mentioned)


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April 29th, 2009, 03:46 PM
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And I am still crying on and off. I feel some happy moments but I still break out in tears. We have been talking about TTC (and are going to right away) and I should be happy but I am still so sad at times.

My BF sat down next to me today and said please smile, I want to see my girl smile for me. Tears just welled up in my eyes. I told him I just need more time. He doesn't expect me to be happy and excited and jumping around but it is killing him to see me like this.

Maybe it is a combination of him leaving early Friday am and everything else that is going on.

I know it is ok to feel sad, but I am having such a hard time finding happiness. I do know that I am feeling better than I did 2 weeks ago.

Thanks for the vent.
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April 29th, 2009, 04:09 PM
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Your right, the idea of TTC again should make us happy, but its getting kind of old. I was so excited back in Jan when I had the iud removed, and got pg right away, lost that one, and then got pg right away, lost that one too. The fun and excitement just isn't there anymore. To me anyway, it feels like a chore now. Not the actual bd'ing part (thats fun!) but the idea of waiting for it to happen again, just so tiring.....

The only happiness Ive found since all of this is the summer home I just purchased, its givin me something to do over the weekends and to look forward too..

Hopefully you can find something to invest in for this summer, like a vacation or a weekend getaway with the boys or just something that interests you! Something that you always wanted as a little girl or something that you have wished for, for a long time. Dig deep, Im sure there is something in there.......

p.s., I have three dogs so I cannot do this, but, everytime Ive had a m/c or something horrible happen, I buy a puppy! My DH took me a couple of weeks ago to just LOOK at them, and it made my day, to hold something so tiny and warm. I know its not a baby, but they are soft and cuddely and sooooo cute, if even it were only for the day.....hmmmmmmmm.
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April 29th, 2009, 04:37 PM
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Lori - I love you so much, you are so wonderful!

BF was talking about a dog today. We have 3 cats between the 2 of us. Please don't give him any ideas.
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Miss Scarlett... Our miracle girl still brings happy tears to my eyes.



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April 29th, 2009, 09:05 PM
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like I said, just LOOK!! Just holding them and letting them kiss you is so healing, at least to me, lol

Love you too, girl!!
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April 30th, 2009, 11:13 AM
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It's hard to think about TTC and knowing you should still be pg. then the thoughts of "what if and what might happen" tend to pop in our heads. It's definately not an easy decision to make. Even if it's right away or 6 mo down the road. HUGS
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