I totally hear you about it being surreal/too good to be true. Even though I feel Alex throughout the day and am getting big, it's still so hard to believe that it's happening to me. We have wanted this for so long that I just cannot fully comprehend the fact that this baby will be here in three months. I wish time would hurry up a bit

I am beyond grateful for this baby though, so I am *trying* to focus on the hear and now.
How fun to have little Ronan here for Christmas...what a truly special, amazing holiday you will have

It was so hard to have gone through all the m/a, but I really think that we have a different understanding of parenthood because it was something we had to work for. You will be a wonderful mama!