I think I am resigning from being host...

Mami · #1 January 23rd, 2012, 04:26 AM

I love this board and it was a very hard decision but lately I am not up for hosting. I am doing terrible job keeping up lately. And I do not think its fair to you all either. I will not disappear and will continue with some things till we find another host. Im sorry girls. If in a few months there is no host, I will reapply.

2Corinthians10:4 · #2 January 23rd, 2012, 06:55 AM

I understand, you have to do what is right for you. You better stick around though!!

Countrymom4 · #3 January 23rd, 2012, 01:08 PM

You have did a great job !! Hope to get to know you better !!

Mattiez · #4 January 23rd, 2012, 06:43 PM

Oh No, I hate to see you go.

I know you have had a lot going on in your real life right now, not that we aren't real, but you know what I mean.

Take some time, get some rest, then come back, OK
Mattiez

Mami · #5 January 24th, 2012, 04:24 AM

Thanks girls for understanding. I am going to put my request to resign today. I love you all and I am not going no where I promise. This is the only board that I visit on JM now. I love this board but I just really dont have the energy and tell you ladies the truth, my faith is borderline right now. I am not seeking God & praying like I used to. I am sorta lost and to me, this is a big deal right now to host a Christian board when I, myself cant answers some questions or prayers because I'm lost in the midst of things. Its just not fair and I cant do it while I rebuild my relationship with God. I feel like I am cheating you ladies and I dont want to do that.

So I will most definitely go no where because I need your girls more than ever.

2Corinthians10:4 · #6 January 24th, 2012, 06:52 AM

I'm praying for you Melissa!

mamma_anna · #7 January 25th, 2012, 01:00 PM

Melissa, you've been an amazing host! I'm really sad to see you stepping down. But of course I understand. I'm really glad you won't be really leaving us because I for one would miss you a lot! I think we all would.

We love you Melissa!

Take care of yourself.

and PRAYERS!!

dalynnrmc · #8 February 3rd, 2012, 04:41 PM

Awww!

I'm so sorry honey! And I'm so sorry that I'm just now finding this! I totally understand - you've had life come crashing on you recently. Take time and get with God and figure some things out.

Praying for you. I will write your name where I can see it and pray for you daily, Melissa. Please feel free PM me to chat if I might can help in any way at all! Hugs to you and may He carry you.