nothing works out for me..no longer a grad

Jennifer-Jacob's Mommy · #1 June 10th, 2009, 11:56 PM

so yesterday was my doctor appointment
i was so happy to tell my doctor that i had a positive pregnancy test!
she sent me for blood work and by my own timings, i would be 5 weeks today..

today i kept calling her for the results of the blood work..

around ten to four ( newfoundland time )...earlier today

i was talking to my sister and said
i could feel like im about to start my period!

let it go
about 10 mins later
i went to the bathroom..and i wiped myself

there on the tissue, was blood...

i called my doctor right away... they said she would call me back within a hour or so,,, and then i told them i was spotting.. and then she got onthe phone right away

she advised me my hcg levels were 9. very low and she said i might of gotten pregnant last week, but how would I gotten a positive pregnancy test so early?.( i got it on thru-fri)..

she basically said to go back in 2 weeks...and get another blood test and that will tell me if i had a miscarriage or not

im still bleeding as a light period, and i am having cramping.. i just cant get over that we really want this baby,,, and i cant keep positive that its going to stay ......

im so upset

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so after the cramping continued and my mother and sister urgin me to go to the hospital, off i went.

got there 9pm, was seen at 2:20am. Confirmed at 4am, I am indeed miscarrying.. my beta yesterday was 9, today is 3..

life stinks. nothing works out for me.