am i?

LindsLuvsSi · #1 November 8th, 2009, 10:17 AM

I was up from 4-8am not being able to sleep, feeling sooooooooo sick. I am so tired and want to sleep but I can't when I feel like I'm going to puke! My back and hips are killing me as well.

I'm beginning to think I am prego. I've been feeling how I did when I was prego with Zane before getting my BFP. (Having really bad night sickness instead of morning sickness) Thought this time around I'm running to the potty, now instead of after getting my BFP, weird how I got/get the runs (sorry TMI) when I get prego- if I am now that is. Friday I craved lemonade and soda- I HATE soda, I don't drink it but DH went and bought me some of both and it was so yummy. I craved both when I was prego with Zane.

Here's a link to my chart if anyone is interested! 198d89 Ovulation Charts It's confusing me with multiple days of fertile CM, but I had that after I ovulated with Zane and before BFP. I never had ovulation spotting before but I did this cycle on CD 14, both red and brown twinged EWCM. And a few days ago (CD 21/22) I woke up at 2am with HORRIBLE cramping/twinges, the pain reminded me of contractions, it lasted about an hour and then I was able to go back to sleep; thinking that it may have been implantation cramping- one of my friend's said that it sounded exactly like hers when her DS implanted. She and DH swear I'm prego, I'm not fully believing it, don't want to get my hopes up, but I'm starting to wonder with all this....Oh yeah a girl from another board told me she had a dream that I had tons of HPTs and they were BFPs and then I had a dream last night I found out I was prego. AF should be here in 4 days...so I guess I'm testing in 3 or 4 days?!?

I hate the suspense especially with all the signs and symptoms that do point to it. I'm so afraid I'm going to get my hopes up, cause it would be miracle if I got prego without fertility meds.

sorry just needed to let it out and get opinions!

samspain · #2 November 8th, 2009, 10:33 AM

I really hope this means that your body can do it on its own!! I am getting excited for you Linds. Have you compared your chart to your BFP? It does sound promising, when will you poas??

Em2528 · #3 November 8th, 2009, 11:01 AM

Here is an idea, TEST TEST TEST you silly silly girl. LOL

downunderchick · #4 November 8th, 2009, 11:32 AM

oh wow you could be!! is there anything in particular stopping you from testing? im not gonna be a poas pusher, lol. would be great if u are though!! all though i won t find out till nxt weekend!

KCMomma · #5 November 8th, 2009, 11:55 AM

I am totally gonna be a POAS pusher....TEST TEST TEST!!!!!! I so hope this is it for you! All the signs sound sooo promising!

Soape · #6 November 8th, 2009, 11:56 AM

I Hope that you can get pregnant on your own. That would give us all hope that we can do it without the drugs. I anxiously awaiting

SassyMama · #7 November 8th, 2009, 12:13 PM

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Originally Posted by KCMomma

I am totally gonna be a POAS pusher....TEST TEST TEST!!!!!! I so hope this is it for you! All the signs sound sooo promising!

I hope this is it for you Linds!

LindsLuvsSi · #8 November 8th, 2009, 01:31 PM

well no surprise :BFN:

shannaj · #9 November 8th, 2009, 01:36 PM

Its still early my dear! Wait another couple of days and then test again...it sounds like your body is screaming BFP at you.

LindsLuvsSi · #10 November 8th, 2009, 01:40 PM

yea i know it's still early....which is way I didn't want to test. I knew it'd be too early and be a BFN = sad and depressed me.

stlgirl · #11 November 8th, 2009, 02:02 PM

sorry about the BFN, but it is still really early...hope this is it for you!

Banned-Jaylas_Mommy · #12 November 8th, 2009, 04:40 PM

actually it was me that had the dream

lol

but i hope when you retest you get that beautiful bfp!

::MummyToTwo:: · #13 November 8th, 2009, 08:44 PM

I woke up at 5am the day I tested with #2 I felt SOOOOOOOO sick and was crampy!! don't give up yet!

LisaD · #14 November 8th, 2009, 09:31 PM

I sure hope that you are and it's just too early! Good luck when you re-test!

courtneytcu98 · #15 November 9th, 2009, 06:24 AM

Hang in there, Lindsey. That blank window is depressing, but of course you don't know for sure yet. If you aren't pg, at least you know you really wan tto be and can move from NTNP to actively TTC!

Elijah'sMommy · #16 November 9th, 2009, 06:33 AM

I hope you get to see that

in your near future and that you just tested too early

GL!

NortheastWifey · #17 November 9th, 2009, 07:21 AM

I agree with Courtney. But I hope this is it for you!! You're not out 'til AF shows. I remember how long it took for Lauren (Alice's mom Lauren) to see a BFP in her pg cycle! Crazy!

karenwalter · #18 November 9th, 2009, 08:18 AM

I hope you really are preggo and it was just to early for that BFP!

LindsLuvsSi · #19 November 9th, 2009, 08:26 AM

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Originally Posted by courtneytcu98

Hang in there, Lindsey. That blank window is depressing, but of course you don't know for sure yet. If you aren't pg, at least you know you really wan tto be and can move from NTNP to actively TTC!

We won't be actively TTC> We don't want to go through that heartache and pain EVER again. So we'll always being NTNP. Whatever happens happens. It's just the hardest having these symptoms that sound like pregnancy and then getting BFNs.

~Andrea~ · #20 November 9th, 2009, 09:51 AM

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Originally Posted by LindsLuvsSi

We won't be actively TTC> We don't want to go through that heartache and pain EVER again. So we'll always being NTNP. Whatever happens happens. It's just the hardest having these symptoms that sound like pregnancy and then getting BFNs.

This is what we will be doing too. We are also hoping for a BFP without MA. It is so draining, and we decided we don't want to put all of that time, effort, and emotions into TTC #2 when we can be putting all of that into our sweet little girl we have now. I just hope we are blessed with a couple more children, and I hope you are too Linds! (((HUGS)))

Hopefully AF stays away and you get your BFP in just a couple of days! It would be AMAZING to get a BFP without MA!