Amari I am having a real hard time with the diet this cycle. I guess I am just anxious and is making me hungry

I just want to be pregnant with a girl already. And I almost feel like letting all the factors go...
Of course I don't mind the supplements but checking the ph gets addictive and then when it goes up drives you crazy trying to keep it down. And there are all the others responsibilities of life. I am ready to give up. I am tired, hungry and just want to chill out (instead of researching and thinking about it so much).
Please advice.

