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I dont believe i ever posted here, but while looking for somewhere to post this seemed perfect! wtg justmommies for this one!
I have been a longtime member of JM just havent been on in a while...so i wasnt sure who would want to listen to me just rant about my life...everyone has there own problems..but i need to.
I have a son, and a wonderful boyfriend (not my sons dad). He is amazing...but its me that has the problem. I always llook for something to be wrong, i convince myself he is cheating, or talking behind my back. I was cheated on when i was 5 months pregnant, by his dad, and i was cheated on in my previous relationships...that is my problem...
BUT i know i need to stop punishing him for things he isnt even doing!!! Why do i punish him for others mistakes...i try so hard, i just feel like im not good enough. I just need to get rid of that feeling but i have no idea where to start! ((any ideas would be greatly appreciated!!))
I also am happy where i am at...but it seems i cant be happy with just that..i alway have to think about the future like i want to get married, i dont want it now but i fight with him about it like i do...i also want another child,,,again not now, but i fight like i do.
I just want to be happy with what i got. any ideas?
I just feel like i am losing a great guy bc i am insecure, and i dont want to. I just dont know how to stop.
Audrey(24) mom to Aiden almost (4yr) girlfriend to David (24) waiting on Makayla (Aug 30)!