Anyone Else Feel This Way?

PlasticFork · #1 May 3rd, 2008, 04:42 PM

It just seems like everything has been against us this cycle.

DH got sick and we didn't BD for like 6 days.

I decided I wasn't going to use the OPK's, but got curious. So, I started testing on CD 16 or 17 and haven't gotten a positive yet. Oh, a couple were close to positive, but none actually were, of course. Now I have no idea if I O'd earlier than last month (last month was on CD 19) or not. My breasts are really tender, which happened last month starting around 5 DPO, so I'm hoping that means I did indeed O, and I'm starting to get a little bit of AF-typed cramping, nothing bad.

But, even if I did O, we might have missed it, but I'm not sure. We BD'd CD 8, 11, 14, 15, 17, & 24. I'm on CD 26 now.

If I did O, I'm not even sure when to expect AF, and, if by some slim, very slim, chance I did get pg, I don't have any idea when to test, because I won't really know when AF is late.

I just completely feel like this cycle is a total bust, and I really had high hopes for this cycle. For some reason though, I don't feel very sad about it, agitated, but not really sad. I don't know what that means.

How's everyone else doing? Where are you at in your cycle, and what's going on?

Delekatala · #2 May 3rd, 2008, 05:03 PM

Yeah this cycle is a bust, i didnt ovulate again. But i am super excited for next cycle.

Carmela · #3 May 3rd, 2008, 06:12 PM

I don't know how I feel about this cycle. I was feeling hopeful with the clear HSG, and DH being so motivated also helps. But despite finding fertile signs a few days before my HSG and freaking a little about a possible early O, I haven't really had good fertile signs since then. I think I got EWCM yesterday, but it was gone today. Last cycle on the clomid I Oed on CD 16. I took the pills a day later in this cycle so maybe that is it, but I was getting fertile signs by this time last cycle. I keep thinking it is all the stress the last two weeks. Work has been really hectic and this weekend has been crazy so far.

I was feeling really depressed about it all this morning, so currently I am on a not feeling this cycle, but who knows what I will be tomorrow.