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I just wanted to let you all know that I am through for a while, but I donĎt know how long. I am tired of all of this, and though I know that it will still be in my head and my heart, I canít continue to get my hopes up, and pretend that something might work, when I know that it isnít going to.
I just feel so horrible about it all the time. I feel like I am keeping DH from having the children that he wants. He, obviously, would have no problem in reproducing if it werenít for me. I know that he doesnít see it this way, but I do, and it makes me feel terrible.
I feel like there is no more hope for us. Even though he is a wonderful doctor, and a very kind man, I know that there is very little more my OBGYN can do for me. The closest RE I can find is over 3 hours away, and with us taking care of mom, driving that far is not an option.
I love you ladies to pieces, and will, of course, be checking in on you a lot and waiting to see more BFPís! (Carmen, I wish you a very happy and healthy 9 months! ) I just wonít be posting as much. (Though I probably will still post once in a while so you all donít forget me. ) I donít know how long this TTC break will last. It may last forever, it may not last very long at all, who knows? All I know right now is that Iíve got to get away from it for a while, as best as I can.
Oh, and I will be sending my Secret Sister gift out, as promised.
Oh Tracie, I totally understand. Take your time.... I may take a ttc break but not trying not preventing..and save money for RE this fall... who knows. this is totally frustrating for you.... I hope you find the right RE CLOSER to you.
We will miss seeing you around and I hope that you're able to get everything that you need to sorted out. Good luck!
Tabitha & Ryan; Married on Saturday, April 17, 2004 -TTC #1 for 7.5 years. Missing our Angels...
Dx with PCOS at age 14.
Miscarriage in June 2006
2 cycles of Clomid 50mg
1 cycle of Clomid 100mg resulting in miscarriage
Dx with Adenomyosis on 1/28/10
Clomid 150mg 4/30(day 3) - 5/4(day 5) Ultrasound on May 10th.
5/10 - Ultrasound showed 2 perfect follies! (15mm&17mm) Ovulation predicted within 6 days! Progesterone check ordered for 5/20.
5/27 - New round of Clomid started, no ultrasound this cycle, 2 more cycles planned on our own. If no bfp, onto next step!
6/27 - Round 3 Clomid 150mg started.
7/25 - AF Showed, starting final round of Clomid 150mg on CD3
8/21- AF Showed, In the process of finding a new RE
*Waiting to see our new RE
I wish you woudln't stop posting as much, but I totally understand that we all have to do what is best for us, we will miss you and we will be here for you whenever you need us or decide to come back. Take as long as you need and KUP whenever you can
I'm a little late, but I just wanted to add I totally understand where you are coming from. DH and I are not actively trying this month either, and probably won't be again until fall. I couldn't bring myself to prevent even though we did consider it.
I hope you keep posting here. I'd miss seeing you!
I'm sure all of us here can understand you needing to take a break. I have to take breaks from visiting the message board sometimes just to clear my head. I wish you the best, and I hope you come back as soon as you are ready!