yup so the

showed her face this morning.. I knew it was going to happen last night cause my lower back was KILLING me!!! what I just can't figure out is how im going from having a 40 day cycle to 31 and now a 28 I NEVER had 28 day cycles in my life!! Now ever since I got that stupid stupid depo shot I have had two 28 day cycles!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY BODY!!!! I could so

right now its just sooo frustrating to have you ovulation bounced from one end to another and never knowing when its going to happen!!! Then I got to thinking last night
IF I get pg next cycle I'll be due at the end of june close to my neices bday so that will make 3 years after sil had my neice that I FINALLY have a baby! Even though its not guaranteed that I will be pg next cycle *sigh* I wish it would happen for us already!!
Oh well I guess only cycle #21