[LittleLady19]

hey girls!! I know I haven't been around a whole lot the last month or so. Ever since we hit the 2 year mark its been rough for me. I've had a lot of ups and downs with my emotions (of course the clomid could be a big part of that lol) a lot lately. Every since we started MA I feel like my body is a failure to me! I know that some of you girls have been trying longer than me and honestly I give all the props in the world b/c somedays I wonder how I have made it this far without having a complete mental breakdown. I've been trying to keep busy with school to keep my mind of ttc and trying not to make it more stressful. I didnt temp this cycle until cd10 and I dont plan on temping in the 2ww (starting tomorrow) to try and reduce the stress and not over analyze everything. We have tons of newbies over at ttc#1 and I feel like I'm one of the long timers that is just stuck Tomorrow DH and I are moving back into my in-laws to save on gas money so we can save up for baby and a new place. They only have one computer there and dial-up internet so I will try to be on as much as possible when I get on the computer at school!! I really hope that we all get our BFP very soon and we can finally stop wondering why them and not us

[tabbymichelle]

Glad to see you back Laci! I really hope you get your bfp soon!