[MountainMomma]

Matt has decided this is our month. He always says that he believes we will eventually have a baby, but anytime I ask him what his feelings are on a specific cycle he just says "If not this time...soon". Well, today he came home and sat down telling me, "this is our month. I just know it. I have never felt this way before. For the past week all I can think about is what we are going to be doing with our daughter at this time next year."

Many people have had dreams or visions of us having a baby and always a girl. A dark haired little girl. This morning sitting in church after all the kids had left for an egg hunt, I thought I saw a little girl playing on the floor by my feet. A beautiful dark haired little girl with pigtails. Of course when I turned my head to look, there was no one there.

Nearly a year ago I requested information from some midwives in the area and never heard anything back from any of the 5. Well, within the past two weeks I received an e-mail the midwife I really liked and she is willing to drive the 2 hours or so to my house for a home birth that I really want to do!

Hopefully after 3 long years these are signs that my turn is finally here.

[*babylove*]

God works in amazing ways. I hope this is it. sending lots of sticky bean dust

[Kris2you]

I really hope this is your month, and like babylove said (sorry don't know your name) God works in amazing ways!

[Brandiwine77]

Steph, I'll keep you and Matt in my prayers. We both know that God is capable of anything!

[txjovigal]

Oh, Steph, that would be so great! I am wishing you all the best!! you will be in my thoughts & prayers!!

GOOD LUCK

[AllisonC]

I hope those are all signs of the good things to come!

[tabbymichelle]

Miracles can happen, I have seen them with my own eyes. Good luck!!!

[MountainMomma]

Thanks ladies. I really hope this is it. I think I ovulated on Saturday. One more high temp will confirm that. Nothing to do now but wait wait wait.

[MarieJ]

Good luck Steph!!!