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February 9th, 2011, 12:17 PM
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I'm so shaken by a horrible dream I had last night, I had never ever had such an awful dream in my life! I'm sharing it with you because I need to talk about it

Yesterday I felt a little pain down there, mostly on the right side (just for information...)

My dream was during this cycle, I'm 6 DPO today. I started feeling bad AF pains, at 6 DPO then I went to the bathroom, to pee and started bleeding. I thought I had my O date wrong by 1 week ( ) and AF was here. But then I felt this HORRIBLE pain and felt this big blob (Sorry ) coming out and falling into the toilet. I screamed and my mom asked what was wrong, I said: "I think I lost it!". I reached down the toilet and grabbed the blob. It was so weird, it was like a big, transparent bag-like blob, attached to a smaller blood-red blob, I could see veins in it... I knew I had miscarried, without even knowing I was pregnant... In my dream, what I had recovered from the toilet made sense to me but thinking about it now it really doesn't make sense, lol. In my dream, the blood-red blob was my uterus

I kept holding on to that "uterus outside my body" and didn't wanna flush it down the toilet. I kept crying, I didn't understand why life did this to me. The one time I get pregnant, I miscarry I walked around with "the uterus", I couldn't let go. And then, it happened again! Another "uterus" came out of me and I held on to it as well, comparing it to the other one, the colors and dimensions were different. I wanted to take pictures to show my OB. When I called my OB, he said this: "It's probably cause the embryo is too big and needs a bigger "home" and your body is throwing it a uterus that doesn't fit" and that it doesn't mean I miscarried What the heck??? That doesn't make any sense! He asked that I put the "blobs" in a tupperware and to bring it to him...

That is one sick dream... I woke up so confused and shaken up! That is really scary!!! I think the most disturbing thing about this is that I carried the "uterus" with me and showed it to people...

I think I had that dream because I'm afraid that when/if I get pregnant, I'll lose it...

Thanks for reading.
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February 9th, 2011, 12:25 PM
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Wow... i must say that is one VIVID dream ... and VIVID dreams are common in pregnancy

It's normal to have those concerns... and be scared and worried. Easier said than done, but try to relax .... breathe .... go see a funny movie LOL
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February 9th, 2011, 12:32 PM
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Wow... i must say that is one VIVID dream ... and VIVID dreams are common in pregnancy
Hmm, really? Well that'd be nice, saving my butt from our first IUI next month But I'm trying not to get my hopes up.

I've never had such an awful dream in my life... I've had nightmares before, but this is just sick! I can still feel the "uterus" in my hands!
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February 9th, 2011, 12:36 PM
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Wow, that is a crazy dream. Sorry its shaken you up so bad but I can see why it did. Hugs!!!
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February 9th, 2011, 01:15 PM
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February 9th, 2011, 04:11 PM
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Wow, Marie!!! I have heard the same thing about vivid dreams during pregnancy!

I hope that the rest of your day has been ok and that this has not caused you too much anxiety.
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February 9th, 2011, 04:17 PM
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It really bothers me too when I have (not good) dreams that are so vivid. I just can't shake them afterward! "dothug:
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February 9th, 2011, 06:17 PM
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Thanks for all the replies

I've been ok the rest of the day. I didn't think about it too much
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February 10th, 2011, 07:10 PM
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I am sooo sorry about the dream Marie! I have had some doosies as well while TTC. One of mine was similar to yours except it wasn't my uterus I delivered a stillborn on the toilet not knowing I was pregnant! I was devastated when I woke up! The things our mind does to us!!!!!
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February 10th, 2011, 08:34 PM
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Yikes, Megan!!
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February 11th, 2011, 03:40 PM
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Wow... i must say that is one VIVID dream ... and VIVID dreams are common in pregnancy

It's normal to have those concerns... and be scared and worried. Easier said than done, but try to relax .... breathe .... go see a funny movie LOL
that was my thought too =)
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February 11th, 2011, 06:49 PM
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I guess we'll see in a week
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February 12th, 2011, 04:35 PM
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BTW- LOVE the new siggy Marie! She is absolutely beautiful! Congrats Auntie!
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February 12th, 2011, 08:03 PM
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Aww thank you! Credit goes to claire1979, she makes the most amazing siggies!

And thanks for the comments about Alicia. She is gorgeous and I love her so much! She's my hope.
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