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I'm so shaken by a horrible dream I had last night, I had never ever had such an awful dream in my life! I'm sharing it with you because I need to talk about it
Yesterday I felt a little pain down there, mostly on the right side (just for information...)
My dream was during this cycle, I'm 6 DPO today. I started feeling bad AF pains, at 6 DPO then I went to the bathroom, to pee and started bleeding. I thought I had my O date wrong by 1 week ( ) and AF was here. But then I felt this HORRIBLE pain and felt this big blob (Sorry ) coming out and falling into the toilet. I screamed and my mom asked what was wrong, I said: "I think I lost it!". I reached down the toilet and grabbed the blob. It was so weird, it was like a big, transparent bag-like blob, attached to a smaller blood-red blob, I could see veins in it... I knew I had miscarried, without even knowing I was pregnant... In my dream, what I had recovered from the toilet made sense to me but thinking about it now it really doesn't make sense, lol. In my dream, the blood-red blob was my uterus
I kept holding on to that "uterus outside my body" and didn't wanna flush it down the toilet. I kept crying, I didn't understand why life did this to me. The one time I get pregnant, I miscarry I walked around with "the uterus", I couldn't let go. And then, it happened again! Another "uterus" came out of me and I held on to it as well, comparing it to the other one, the colors and dimensions were different. I wanted to take pictures to show my OB. When I called my OB, he said this: "It's probably cause the embryo is too big and needs a bigger "home" and your body is throwing it a uterus that doesn't fit" and that it doesn't mean I miscarried What the heck??? That doesn't make any sense! He asked that I put the "blobs" in a tupperware and to bring it to him...
That is one sick dream... I woke up so confused and shaken up! That is really scary!!! I think the most disturbing thing about this is that I carried the "uterus" with me and showed it to people...
I think I had that dream because I'm afraid that when/if I get pregnant, I'll lose it...
Wow, Marie!!! I have heard the same thing about vivid dreams during pregnancy!
I hope that the rest of your day has been ok and that this has not caused you too much anxiety.
TTC #1 since August 2009
DH=42.......SA's off the charts!!!
One year on our own=BFNs
Clomid+BDing (4 months)=BFNs
IUI #1 Feb. 2011=BFN
IUI #2 Apr. 2011=BFN
1st RE appt.=May 2011
1st IVF cycle June/July=delayed due to OHSS concern
1st FET Oct. 2011=BFP!!!!!!
WOW, two babies.........
I am sooo sorry about the dream Marie! I have had some doosies as well while TTC. One of mine was similar to yours except it wasn't my uterus I delivered a stillborn on the toilet not knowing I was pregnant! I was devastated when I woke up! The things our mind does to us!!!!!