[Never*Giving*Up]

i havent been around much lately, i am having a hard time with this whole ttc business, everytime i turn JM or FB there is another baby annoucment or BFP annoucnment and its just getting to me

when will it be our turn

[3Sapphires]

just stalking you a little Emma

I wanted to offer you a hug, we are in the same boat, and I have been told that I am too negative all the time, and I can't be friends with some of my "friends" anymore.

Sometimes I really do wish these people who have never been in this place could experience it for themselves. See if they would jump and down and throw a party for yet another BFP - especially one that wasn't wanted.

Anyway, I am sorry you are not in a good place, I am trying to keep myself from breaking down, and I am hoping to see 2 lines in another week or so, but it is so hard to not just crawl under a rock and cry.

*hugs* to honey, I really do hope you get your BFP very soon!

[Never*Giving*Up]

hey Ami

yeah i even had to deactivate my FB account for a while cos everytime i logged on there was an annoucment, i had a good cry pulled myself together and then logged back on, but my heads messed up, i just cant pull myself out of this feeling and no one seems to understand

good luck sweetie i hope you get your BFP real soon

[Mrs. McFadden]

[captbabs]

ITA!! You know you should be happy, but it's really hard sometimes. I've been angry and sad all at the same time. Each month that goes by it gets harder. Now I keep thinking, "a year ago we were doing ____ to TTC." I hate this whole past a year BS. HUGS!

[Coley54]

Hugs.

[skya]

I'm so sorry to hear that. Know that you're not alone, though. I have been having a rough time, too. We're all in this and I'm thankful for this board. Sometimes it seems like nobody knows how it feels. Luckily here we all understand.

I was out with a girlfriend Friday night. She and I had a great time & laughed a lot, which is something I haven't done much of lately. I get in the car and open up Facebook on my phone before I start driving. Lo and behold, DH's cousin put on his status that he and his wife are expecting....TWINS! They weren't trying, and he didn't even want any more. I cried the entire way home. And the following morning was sono pic of baby A & B. Then came more tears.

People that haven't been through what we are going through have no idea how hard it is. Even the simplest of questions can leave me wondering if I'll make it to the bathroom, or the car, or the end of my workday before I .

I really hope you (& everyone else!) get a BFP soon!