[suzy4gt]

Hi all,

I have PCOS. My husband and I have been trying for a second child for over 2.5 years. My first pregnancy produced a healthy baby girl. I have had two miscarriages since, both early.

My last period was 1/26, I have a 36 day cycle. I am exactly 14 DPO and got a BFP today. I am under the care of fertility specialist and I got my blood work back, hcg is 104 and progesterone is 28.6.

I know these are good numbers, and I know I am lucky to have one baby but I cannot stop dwelling on this. I will have another blood test Thursday to make sure I am doubling but I feel this sense of dread. I should be happy we even conceived again. I didn't realize how badly the miscarriages messed with my psyche.

Any advice? Am I alone on this?

[babydreams0809]

As I have never been through what you are going through, all I can offer is a hug and a prayer that everything will be okay, and that you will get to see your little bean grow into a beautiful baby that you will get to hold in your arms and shower with love and kisses.