[MamaAnna]

I give up! It looks like I already O'd and am having the shortest cycles I've had in years! My body is becoming more and more irregular so I just don't see how it could possibly happen at this point. I'm going to keep charting so I know what's going on, but I don't think with my hormones out of whack that we can say we're TTC right now. More not bothering to prevent because we know my psychotic body isn't going to do what we want it to do anyways! If my temps haven't come back down in a few days I'm going to try to get in to talk to my doctor and see if we can do anything to regulate things. I don't know what she'd do if anything though since DH hasn't done his SA yet.

[MountainMomma]

I feel your pain. I'm starting to realize that I have 2 big problems right now. I O late, and I have a short LP. I've done tons of research over the past 2.5 years, and hopefully I can regulate it using vitex to stimulate earlier O, and b6 to lengthen my LP. I just started my typical spotting before AF, so she'll be here tomorrow and then I start the new vitamin/supplement regimen. I've felt like throwing my hands up and quiting myself though. If I don't get results in the next couple of months, I probably will.

I hope you aren't leaving us though. I want you to stick around! I hope your cycles straighten out and you get a BFP very soon.

[MamaAnna]

Thanks. I'm still going to stick around here, I'm just not going to consider us TTC until we get this figured out. My O date ranges now from CD 13 to CD 25 which makes it hard to figure out anything. Until DH does his SA though they won't consider trying to balance out my hormones. I've seen women with less of a variance than mine put on medications like Clomid to stabalize their cycles and they get their BFP right away. I'm hoping it'll be as simple as that when we get the chance to try to fix things. My LP is 13-14 days so at least I know that's okay.

ETA: I've had problems with abnormal estrogen before so it's my eggs I question.

[mjtamjj]

Sorry you are having one of those days. I hope everything works out and you get to see the doctor soon. That's kind of the way I am my O days vary, sometimes I don't even O. I'm just to scared to go to the doctor.

[MarieJ]

I'm sorry this is such a struggle-for all of us ((HUGS))
I O, but we don't know when, and why it isn't working. I see an RE on the 31st, so maybe they'll have some good news for me.

Hang in there!

[MamaAnna]

Thanks ladies. I just really need a TTC break right now. I can't even tell what's going on with my chart. I've never had so many temperature rises without a dip before. Of course it'll plummet tomorrow now that I've said that. My hormones have steadied out over the years. As a teenager I'd have a visit from AF for just a couple of days every 3 weeks to 6 months. I just wish they'd steady out now. I keep blaming myself for everything and I'm really starting to hate myself for not being pregnant yet. I just think that until I can stop doing that I need to just completely change my focus.