[Vicki...]

Hi ladies, I made my decision to go ahead and stop ttc and see if I need knee surgery, and if the doctors cannot get my pain under control, I will probably not have anymore children biologically, my pain has been bad enough this week to make it near impossible to walk, and I fell wednesday and hurt my leg(my leg went numb, and down I went, which is also why I haven't posted much) and that makes me afraid that pregnancy would make it worse, or that I could hurt the fetus. Don't get me wrong I really want another child, I am just not sure if it will turn out to be the right decision for us, I am so afraid that if I do I will end up paralyzed for life and unable to take care of the little man I got. I will still stop by and chat with everyone, I wish you wonderful ladies plenty of luck, and I will keep you in my prayers.
Vicki

[MountainMomma]

I know this is a rough decision, but I hope the docs get your pain under control and you get a BFP very soon!

[tay'smama]

Oh I am so sorry! I hope they can do something to help you, you shouldn't have to live in pain. KUP my t & p's are with you for a speedy recovery!

[Vicki...]

Hey ladies, I was so depressed the other day when I posted this, I am gonna stop ttc to see if i will need knee surgery, however, the more I look at my sweet/yet mean little boy the more I think that no matter what I do not want him to be raised alone. I know it sounds so crazy, but I just can't give up, if god will bless me with another little one, then I guess I will just be in pain and hateful for 9 months, cause I have changed my mind, I can't let ds be my only child, I feel that if God blesses me with another pregnancy then I also feel that he will not give me more pain during than I can handle. So I am kinda back, pending any kinda surgery. Sorry to seem a bit out there.

[MountainMomma]

I'm glad you are sticking around. I'm on a break myself, and I don't want to be the only one here! lol

[MarieJ]

I hope you get that bfp quick and that your pain is tolerable

[mjtamjj]

I hope they can do something for you about the knee pain, so that when you get your bfp you won't be in pain.

[tay'smama]

yay...I am glad your back. I totally know what you mean. I go back and forth all of the time, especially now Tay's not sleeping very well, waking up at night, getting up extra early and taking shorter naps...so she's very cranky cause she's always tired...hoping it's just new teeth and they pop up soon but I don't know. Anyway this makes me really not want another right now but in the long run I want them to be close in age so we are continueing with the clomid on friday! When do you find out if you need surgery on your knee?

[Vicki...]

I have my MRI next Wednesday, was supposed to have it monday, but got mixed up about which appointment I had that day. My son does the same thing with not sleeping when he's cutting teeth, so I hope that's all that's going on and that she starts sleeping like a baby again...(where in the world did that saying come from, babys don't sleep, but I do hope she starts sleeping through the night again.) Stephanie, why are you on a break if you don't mind me asking. Thanks ladies for your support.

[MountainMomma]

When I saw the RE on Monday he is sure that I have endometriosis, so as soon as AF shows, I have to call and schedule an appointment to have laparoscopic surgery to remove the endo, and at the same time have a hysteroscopy done to check out the insides of my uterus and fallopian tubes and correct any problems if they should find any. Once AF returns after the surgery then we'll be back TTC again. Well be starting either Clomid or Femara then. The results from DH's SA will determine wither we continue trying on our own for a few more cycles or if we move on to IUI.

[tay'smama]

I think it is her teeth I gave her motrin before her nap today and she actually took the 2 hour nap and is in a better mood...yay!
Good luck with your MRI...I hate those things...I am so claustrophobic I had to have one on my knee before and they only had to put me in half way but I kept my hands on the out side incase they went crazy and sent me in just to freak me out...haha...seriously they were laughing at me they kept saying it's just your knee in there. If you don't need surgery do they want you to do Pt?

[Vicki...]

Lisa, He said he will order another mri of my back to make sure there are no new ruptures or nerve compressions, he thinks the pain in my leg is mostly from my knee, but if the mri on my knee is ok then he will recheck my bacck to make sure there is nothing new and bad going on there. Sending sleepy wishes your way for your little sweetie.

Steph, I have had a laparoscopy before, it's not to bad, just gives horrible gas all the way up into your shoulders, hope they get everything under control soon, so we can both get back to ttc.

Marggie, and Marie, thanks for your comments, you ladies are so wonderful, I am so thankful to have found this forum, your support means so much.

[HMK]

<span style="font-family:Comic Sans MS">Vicki,

I just wanted to say you have a BEAUTIFUL family! I hope eveything goes really well for you so you can start TTC again. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Please keep us posted.



HMK </span>

[MountainMomma]

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