[tay'smama]

My nurse from my pcp told me I could call her for a blood test when it was time, well I called yesterday and the nurse just called me back. The dr said I could come in for a Urine hcg if I wanted to....what?!??! I told the nurse I can do that at home. I need a blood test so I can start my next cycle with provera! I am not taking any chances. I told her with dd I came in and took a urine hcg and got a weak +, she said well that's still positive (now I'm pissed, I hate when people talk down to me) I said I know but what if I had come in a day earlier it would have been - and I would have either lost my baby or she would have been born with severe problems (the topic of anything happening or could have happened to my babygirl sets me off) she said oh I see what you mean. Then she tried to ask about my last Period....well it was 32 days ago and I only got it from taking the provera. Oh she says. Well I'll tell the dr you want a blood test. If I am not preg (which I'm not sure I am exhausted all the time and one of my bb's keeps getting a pain and I am peeing like crazy and I am having a ridiculous amount of creamy discharge-same as with dd) then I want to move on to the next cycle.
I am going to call my ob and get one they said they would too I just wanted to go to my pcp cause I used to work in the lab there and know everyone so I can call and they will tell me the result the same day! Thanks for listening...just needed to seriously vent.

[Vicki...]

Lisa, I understand your frustration, a bllod test is far more accurate and then you would know for sure whethor or not you are pg, I would have told them too, hopefully they will give you your blood test, I am going crazy for you, I am keeping my fingers crossed and saying plenty of prayers, your symptoms sound so very promising. I keep checking on here several times a day to make sure that you have not posted any updates, I am so excited for you.

[tay'smama]

awww vicki...thank you so much! I know I am wondering if the symptoms are in my head. Some of them are not that common but I had them when I was pregnant with tayla so it makes me wonder. The nurse did call back and I am going tomorrow for my blood test. Do you think it will show at 11dpo? I am going as soon as they open so I should have my results by the end of the day. I am going to call at like 2 to check. I will update as soon as I know. I am worried. I took another $tree test today with a bfn...so I left it there and went back 10 min later to look at it and thought I saw something but the harder I looked the less I saw...haha. I am trying to save my ept's for 13-14 dpo but I don't think I can hold out. I got 2 ept's and it came with a digi (which I have always been to cheap to buy) It was on sale for $16 and if you spent $20 you got $10 in ecb's so I bought tylenol and spent $9.