[MountainMomma]

Ok, so I just typed up this really long detailed, in-depth vent that I had to get off my chest, and then hit add reply and somehow I had managed to unplug my modem with my feet, so I lost it. Maybe that's a sign that I didn't need to post it all, so here is the shortened and condensed version.

I'm not pregnant but the rest of the world seems to be, my landlord is an insensitive jerk, my body hates me, I'm overweight, my Dad died 2 years ago and I am still pissed off at the world because of all of this. If March gets here without me being pregnant (the 3 year mark and the end of Clomid for me) then I am going to get some meds to help with depression (that I keep blaming my hormones for) and something to help me loose some weight so that hopefully with a new me and a new outlook on life TTC won't be that hard.

Now it's your turn. What do you want to vent about?

[Vicki...]

Oh Steph, so sorry you are feeling down, I think ttc and depression go hand in hand, I am a basket case without my meds. I know you will get your bfp before march, you deserve it. I think sometimes we all feel like everything builds up on us, and then there is this mounting list of things that are bothering us. Cheer up, I will be praying for you.

As for my vent, I am so tired of the snow, and I need to loose allot of weight, and I wish this cold would go away.

[MamaAnna]

I'm sorry that you're having such a tough time Steph. Hopefully you get that BFP well before March.

As for me... I highly doubt the 3 permitted cycles of Clomid will work so I've pretty much given up on having a baby. They gave us this chance so I'm taking it, but the only thing I expect from it is hot flashes and AF.

[MarieJ]

((HUGS)) Stephanie.


My vent: I'm tired and my throat is sore, and I'm tired of TTC, and I hate November