December 5th, 2008, 09:28 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: Nevada
Posts: 1,145
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Hey ladies! I graduated from this forum but I pop in to see how you ladies are holding up. I wanted to tell you all, don't give up! I know it gets hard but when that day comes and you get that BFP you will know it was all worth it. We tried for two years straight. Month after month. I couldn't understand it because we already had two kids and it wasn't as hard. I thought for sure something had gone wrong with one of us. I had started giving up. I wasn't trying as hard the last couple months and I stopped testing cause I just knew it was no use. That 25th month rolled around and I had enough. I told hubby he had to get checked, since his procedure was easiest. Well ovulation was coming up and he wanted to give it a try before he went and got a SA done. I agreed, feeling like it wasn't going to make a big difference. I even decided to use the last tube of pre-seed we had, I has stopped using that as well after it didnt work the first couple times. well 8 DPO my temp dropped big time and I was cramping as if AF was coming. I hadnt gotten enough sleep that night before so I assumed that was the reason for the off temp. My temp spiked way up the next day and I was excited for a minute. But quickly dismissed the idea. So I gave it another 2 or 3 days and just to put myself out of my misery, wondering if AF was showing soon or not, I decided to use the one and only dollar store pregnancy test I had under the sink forever. I expected it to be just like all the est so thats why I put it on the back of the toilet and almost forgot to look at it as i prepared to leave the bathroom. I turnedback and picked it up to have a look and then just toss it, I almost fainted when I saw the 2 little pink lines! I just couldn't believe my eyes. It was 7 am on a saturday and DH just ran out to get coffee. I couldn't wait, I called him. I blurted it out over the phone and he just said "I told you it would happen." He was always so positive through out it all. I still didn't believe it so I bought 2 more test and the first 1 gave me 2 lines before I could finish peeing on the stick. It was less then a week for thanksgiving and I was so greatful we had been blessed. Now today, as I type this, I'm holding my chubby little baby girl in my arms. Amya will be 5 months on the 7th and she was worth the whole agonizing 2 years it took us. So please don't give up and try not to get sad because it will happen for all of you.
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