Hey girls, first off I wanted to thank all of you for all of your compassion and support over the last couple months, and say that i am still praying that everyone gets good and healthy bfp's. Dh and I have made the decision to stop trying, probably for good, This was our 2nd miscarriage in a year, and third miscarriage all together, and to be honest I feel quite certain that I could not handle the pain of loss again. We are starting the foster adoption process, I had signed up before I got my bfp and strangely received the paperwork to start classes on christmas eve, we feel this is a sign from god, I asked for another child, maybe this is just god's way of giving me that child. I will still stop in a visit you girls and will miss you, but it would just be too painful to be here on a regular basis. i wrote a poem and made a memorial scrapbook page and if you would like to see it is below.
My poem about our Miscarriage
I never got to hold you in my arms.
I never got to look upon your face
I never got to see you smile, or soothe your tears away.
I never to to hear your heartbeat, or watch you grow.
What you would have looked like I will never know.
Though I never got to meet you, my Love for you will never fade away.
I try to get over the pain of your loss, but In my heart and mind you still stay.
Sometimes I wonder what I did wrong to deserve this pain,But I know this will not be all in vain.
For everything we endure has a purpose, and a reason.
As I try to pull myself together, I begin to understand, this is all just part of God's divine plan.
My Chrismas Miracle you were supposed to be, instead just two days before
Christmas you were taken from me
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