[tay'smama]

peeked in one of the ddc's you thought you would be in? Ugh...well let me tell you it's not a good idea. I just was in the Aug ddc looking at their baby bumps and I am heartbroken. Why did I think that would be a good idea???? Well it wasn't. I am very happy for them just jealous. Thought I'd vent thank you.

[MountainMomma]

Worse than that. I peak into DDC and PR that I WAS IN. I usually end up crying for days afterwards!

[Bakin8th]

Ohh ladies

Dont do that!

I have never done that. I would just die if I did.

After I lost the twins at 17W I never joined one again. Good thing since I lost another baby at 17 shortly after. I know how hard it is to be a part of that and lose baby..over and over.

I dont think I will Join one again except PALS

[MarieJ]

I've done and have been heartbroken-I don't even know if I'll join a DDC next time, I'll just stick to my old PR and maybe PAL. Its too hard since I'll be at risk for another loss and can't handle that blissful unawareness in my life right now from a regular DDC

[~InHisHands~]

I've thought about it in the past but never had - I stay too busy on my other boards.

[tay'smama]

Thanks girls...I'm glad I'm not the only one. We need a 12 step program or something...maybe we could be each other sponser's...haha

[Vicki...]

Yep I sure have, I go and check in on the other girls that were in my ddc and usually end up crying for hours afterwards, goodness infertility is way to hard, and I hate feeling jealous of those who are still pregnant that were in my ddc, I wish them the best and pray for them often, but have a hard time not being jealous as their baby's grow.

[tay'smama]

awww Vicki that must be so hard. Sending you Hugs!!!

[~InHisHands~]

awww Vicki that must be so hard. Sending you Hugs!!![/b]