Hi girls. We TTC Nolan for 21 months with one loss; I was incredibly depressed until I finally got pg with him. I prayed for one child, and that's what I got. When TTC#2, the depression wasn't there as acutely; I was sad that I couldn't give him a sibling, but I was just so happy to be able to parent one child-I knew how blessed I was. Now that my house and heart are full, I still sorta long for another bio child, perhaps in two years we might start TTC again-time isn't on my side anymore, so it looks like I've run out of miracles, but this will be fine for now