[Admin-pattyandthemoos]

or do you think you will get pregnant sooner or later?

I am not as optimistic as I used to be but I still think eventually I just have to get pregnant if we keep trying each month. I mean I don't get my hopes up like I used to but I just think it will happen sooner or later.

[~InHisHands~]

I have hopes that it will happen earlier when we do start trying again in a few cycles.

[stefler]

I've pretty much lost all optimism .... if this last medicated cycle fails I don't think it will ever happen honestly. I seem to be coming to terms with that though

[Vicki...]

Steph, I felt like that not too long ago, it's hard to not give up hope, but hang in there, I am praying for all you wonderful gals to get nice sticky bfp's

[stefler]

Thanks, I still hopeful this cycle .....*fingers crossed*

[MarieJ]

I used to be really hopeful that I'd get pg on my own; I know that won't happen now-I couldn't get pg with IVF, there was nothing left for me but adoption, really. Its probably over for me, and that makes me sad, I'm not even 36 yet

[Mommy2Dakota]

I must admit that there is always a slight hope for that BFP each cycle but its defintiely waned. My focus is more on my luteal phase length. I get more upset because its 'wrong' again than not getting a BFP. I feel like until I can get it fixed we don't even have a chance.
And the longer it is taking the more strange it feels to think of being pregnant and starting over with a newborn again! Of course I want it so much but I am also protecting my heart by preparting myself that maybe I will only have one child so I have to enjoy her as much as posiible and focus on that.
TTC for a long time really takes alot of joy out of life and its so easy to lose sight of the things that matter too.
Everytime AF shows up I grieve for a few days and can't face anybody but somehow I bounce back again.....