[Mommy2Dakota]

Ok, so I am excited about it because? Well...cos although I have thought I had it before I think I was wrong. I get a thick yellow 'glob' before AF comes and it would be stretchy so I used to think that was EWCM. But I never really had that clear stretchy stuff around ov before!
Maybe its the extra EPO I have taken?
Or the SI?
Don't know don't care right now! lol
Just happy I seem to have it! It was clear with a little creamy bit mixed in but mostly clear like a snail's trail (sorry) and it did stretch about 1-2inches? But didn't continue to stretch and stretch. Just broke down until it was slippery smooth (and completely clear).
Exciting, although we can't B'D tonight . My OPK was still neg today so hopefully means tomorrow will be a good day! LOL

[MamaAnna]

Good luck!

[BornAgainRenee]

That sounds good. Better then dry huh! I bet it continues to increase until you get a + opk! How exciting. I hope this is it! catch that eggie!!

[~InHisHands~]

Woo-hoo!

[Mommy2Dakota]

I feel achey down low, middle so I am sure I am gonna O very soon! I even did a second opk after work (9pm) just in case..but nope, not yet.

I don't know why I am excited though when I've come to the conclusion I am practically infertile with no (or weak) Ovulation, despite whatever signs.

[~InHisHands~]

Originally Posted by Mommy2Dakota

I feel achey down low, middle so I am sure I am gonna O very soon! I even did a second opk after work (9pm) just in case..but nope, not yet.

I don't know why I am excited though when I've come to the conclusion I am practically infertile with no (or weak) Ovulation, despite whatever signs.

Keep the faith though I know it's hard...

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Hebrews 11:1

Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.
Hebrews 10:23

[Mommy2Dakota]

I do know. But it is the hope and faith that hurts so much as I have kept hold of it for almost 3 years and yet it hasn't got me any closer. I mean - thats not to say I don't HAVE hope and faith cos I do, for the long term, but its this every cycle, in-the-now that gets so tiring. I just keep having this STRONG feeling that only by letting go will I get that bfp!
Kinda like you...only your letting go of trying not of the faith huh? And I just feel close to giving up the faith in it happening soon...if that makes sense?
Was it motherfrog who said in her journal that the AF's and bfn's don't hurt so much now when you've been trying so long? That is true. I mean, it still kicks but just feel too tired of it all at the mo.

[MotherFrog]

Get off the computer Jo!!! lol Go catch that eggy!

[Mommy2Dakota]

Yeah, but guess what?..................



Just went to drop D off at school (after waking hubby up so he won't be half-asleep when I jump him after getting home) and then.....the da-mn school has decided to open tomorrow instead of today! NO warnings!!! Well, it says on their website but as they gave out a letter before xmas saying school was back TODAY I didn't think to check if that had changed.

Whaaaa! I feel completely sulky now and the mood totally ruined. Hubby is just in bed but I can't jump in there with him now with D running around. There's a chance for later...but depends on hub and his sleeping/work pattern. I have been very careful not to mention the 'O' word the last couple cycles so I don't wanna let on that I want it NOW cos it MIGHT be O time!!!