[MountainMomma]

Well, after several positive tests (which I convinced myself were either evaps or false positives for a while) I am miscarrying again. Mentally I am ok. Physically this is the worst one I've had. This was #8.

DH and I were so hopeful coming back from our NTNP break. This was our first real cycle back and this happening again..... well, we are hurting obviously, but we are tired mostly. We are tired of mourning. We've decided to take an actual break. A real break with no chances of getting pregnant. No opps. No changing our mind. I have an appointment on Thursday (7/15) to go on BCP for 6 months. After the 6 months is up then we will come off BCP and NTNP for a couple of cycles while my body readjusts. Sometime around March/April we will start trying again.... likely with the help of an RE.

I hope it's okay if I stick around here while I wait. I've started sending out messages and trying to get this board running again in the past couple of weeks and I'd like to stick around and try to offer support where it's needed and help others through this. I honestly don't think I would have gotten as far as I have without the support of the ladies on this board and the rest of JM, and I just feel like I need to return that by helping others if I can.

So anyway... that's where I am.

[SavaAngel]

I am sorry for your eighth loss. I hope this break is just what you need and you get your BFP next year!

[MamaAnna]

I'm so sorry you're going through this again. A break and an RE definitely sound like a good idea. So does sticking around because it just isn't the same without you here.

[Jacobbbsmommy]

Im so sorry I think I will be following suit in taking a break if this month ends bad. Thank you tho for sticking around. support is ALWAYS apprecaited.