
Oh, honey.... I am just so sorry. I just went through the same thing and it is a terrible thing to have to go through, especially after trying for so long. I think a small part of me truly thought that after trying so long, there was no way I would have to go through losing my baby as well, but I did

. I tried not too get too excited about my pregnancy, but in those few days before we found out my hcg was not going up, me and DH were soo happy and excited. It's really hard to be starting over again, waiting to ovulate and thinking how I should be 7 weeks along by now. Please take care of yourself and try to do something nice for yourself. Right after my m/c, I went to visit my family (who live 7 hrs away) for a week. I just needed a break from the nightmare of TTC and the heartbreak of losing my little one. As painful as it is to think about, it does comfort me to know my baby is safe in the arms of Jesus and that I will see him or her someday and get to tell them how much I loved them.
If you ever need to talk, feel free to PM me.