I have had a horrible month. That is the best way to put it. I lost two grandmothers within a 24 hour period, had to fly to TX which I am terrified to fly, came back home and have been ill for four weeks with vertigo. DH has been somewhat understanding as far as he can but tonight he just really pissed me off! I was just at the Dr.. today which I had to bring Natalie to because he had the wrong time and didn't ask off. So right there I knew it wasn't going to be a good appt. You aren't supposed to bring children to your own Dr. appt.....especially this one because I was talking to her about the anxiety and depressed feelings I've been having. I wanted to be able to take my time and focus but couldn't. This was not her fault but it was frustrating all the same. So she started me on a low dose of Zoloft which is a first for me. I have not had these feelings before so understandably I've been upset lately. Anyway, since he got home this afternoon he has been pissy..losing his patience with me and Natalie for what I can see as no reason. I asked him what was wrong and he said nothing. The entire evening he's been yelling at her. Now, it is for things she shouldn't be doing but I just dont think it's necessary to yell at her for every little thing! Especially when he knows how I'm feeling.
Sorry, I just need to vent. I just want to feel better NOW