[Lash]

Sharon PM'ed mine to me since I wasnt here this weekend for a reading. I really thanked her and I was very intrigued by what she read/wrote for me.

Your cards are

REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE
Archangel Michael
"You are a powerful, loving, and creative child of God. You are very loved."

DIVINE ORDER
Archangel Raguel
"Everything is how it needs to be right now. Look past the illusion, and see underlying order."

MOON CYCLES
Archangel Haniel
"Notice how the moon affects your energy and manifestations, and capitalise upon these cycles."

The angels definitely wish to assure you that they haven't forgotten about your prayers and dreams - in fact, they are leading through lessons that will make you a better parent and a stronger person and are an important part of your growth as a soul this incarnation. They see you as being a fair mom who will give her children spirit and courage and wings to fly, and that you provide a safe, stable, harmonious and peaceful home which will attract sensitive, spiritual children. They wish for you not to fret as you progress through your current journey - things are as they should be right now, and maybe there will be opportunities unfold for you yet that you could not have taken had you had a baby, or maybe there is a particular year, a particular juncture in your life which your future children are waiting for.

It's quite remarkable that all three cards that have come up for you are blue in colour and I definitely get the feeling that they're telling me your first baby will be a boy. In total I think they see you having two boys and a girl, though even the girl though very beautiful will be tomboyish and a lover of animals and nature. One of the boys will love space, stars, mysteries of the earth and the supernatural and one of the boys will be very much like you in their temperament and ambitions.

It's of supreme importance for you to get yourself in optimal health in preparation for pregnancy - physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. The angels seem to be indicating that there are storm clouds gathering before you reach your goal or your dream. They seem to be saying that pregnancy may be challenging for you. You may feel unwell or down or experience some real downsides like morning sickness or having to be on bed rest. All will be well in the end, but prepare yourself for a bit of a rough ride - and the more prepared you are, the more chance you have of reducing this impact on your body and energy field.

The angels and particularly Archangel Haniel suggest doing some inner work. Charting your cycles is the right move to make, but also become more in tune with your own cycles by honouring the workings of your body more. You may wish to carry moonstone or work with Archangel Haniel on your fertility, and meditate in the times coming up to ovulation to focus white healing light into your pelvic and stomach area, sending healing to your feminine organs and showing your receptivity to the universe. Pray at the right times. Send out the right messages to the universe. Talk out any secret doubts you may be having or your partner may be having - or even someone else who is close enough to you to be affected - because any negative thoughts, doubts or second-guessing yourself might be enough to tip the scales and send a mixed message out into the universe.

Talking things through with a trusted friend and releasing your feelings will also help release any negativity or stagnant energy in your auric field. This may not just be your emotions provoked by ttc but any emotions that harm your self-esteem, make you feel cynical, unworthy, undeserving or unsure what the best way forward is for you. Communication is a big issue at the moment in a few areas of your life and the blues are not just foretelling that you will have a baby boy, but showing that your throat chakra needs some healing and balance. If you are the type of person to bite your lip and not speak up for your needs and desires, now is the time to do it! It's not only about external communications either but about listening to your intuition and your body, especially when it's telling you what you should be eating and drinking. I get the impression that there is something you are putting in that you have a slight intolerance for and you refuse to listen to your body. This could be hampering the conditions for ttc but will also lead to worse health problems if you don't make changes now.

The archangels currently around you want you to speak your truth, and there is a small faery-like guardian around you who is related energetically to Archangel Michael - in fact her name is Michaeline or Micheline, something similar to that. I don't see her with wings but like a pale little girl with a faery-like energy and flowers in her hair, who you had a connection with in a past life in France when you were a little girl with golden plaits. She is acting as a guide to you in this life time and may well work as an elemental rather than an angel. Whenever you are given a beautiful flower or spot one in the wild, she is the one energetically gifting it to you. She is suggesting, typically, that you use flower essences, herbal teas and lavender oil to help calm and relax you especially around the fertile time of your cycle - though I would consult a doctor or someone who knows about homeopathy before doing so. wink.gif

Hope this helps!

[Lash]

-In reference to throat healing-- I"m getting tested for thyroid issues. I"ll have my answer tomorrow and the thyroid is located in the throat
-I have resistance and problems with carbs and sugars. I havent been eating well lately and you can REALLY tell. I know my body doesnt do well when I eat these things and I've been a little to "down" to care about my food
-Thyroid problems DO affect fertility. I have zero idea if I do have this but something is way way off in my body when my nipples start leaking! My midwife was shocked too when I told her that (for some reason)
-Always thought 2 boys, 1 girl. I've never posted this on JM
-also felt strongly that I"d have a not so easy pregnancy (I get naseous easily) and have wondered if I"d have bedrest
-obviously struggling right now to get pregnant/stay pregnant
-very much feeling unworthy this weekend. Attended a counseling conference with other Ph.D students and just felt so out of place. I've always felt that I didnt "earn my accomplishments" and that people will soon find out how dumb I really am. Thats called imposter-ism, a belief that women and minorities often believe that they are undeserving of the things they've earned as a sign of low sense of self

[lupti]

Sharron is awesome, isn't she!

Interesting reading!

[*Anna*]

That is just amazing what she wrote. I really love getting readings and seeing what is in the cards!!! Thanks for sharing that and I hpe all goes well with your thyroid tests and I really hope you get your BFP soon!!! You soooo deserve it!!! And you should be sooo proud about your career accomplishments. And your working on your PhD too!!! I wish I couldve gone 1/2 as far with my education!!!
I hope you get all you want in life!!! And remember- Everything happens for a reason- that is my main belief!!!

[Hoosier Kitty]

Wow. That's awesome reading!
Where is she? On jm?

I'm with you...I feel like I don't deserve my accomplishments.

[*JenJen*]

ohh, that is awesome. I meant to pop in and get one done this weekend as well but my inlaws made everything crazy. I have to keep my eyes open for another night of readings.

[lauren in hi]

Thanks for sharing, Lauren. Her readings are so powerful & truthful that mine almost made me cry.

[**Jenn**]

Wow, what a wonderful reading! Just know, Lauren, that you are always in my prayers that everything works out the way you want it to!

[IamMom]

Pretty neat....I'd love to get one - how do you go about it - Does it cost anything?

[Lash]

No she does readings sometimes at the spirituality board- I know she did one this last weekend

[IamMom]

Thanks Lauren - I'll have to pop over there and check it out!