Edited old post b/c my sticks are getting lighter!

Here is my progression. It may not get completely negative until 11 dpo, but at least I am having fun peeing on things in the meantime
By the way, I feel I should disclose that I took this pic at work with my cell phone. It took me a few minutes to line them all up properly and then tape them to a notepad so they would be portable

My husband rolled his eyes when he saw me clutching it in my hands and staring at it in the car this morning on our drive to work. I think that if this is my worst vice, I am doing pretty well! This is the closest to pregnancy I have got in 12 months! (awh, that sounds so sad, lmao)
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Updated adding today's test at bottom.
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Another update
*shudder*
I took a FRER! HA! I hope you girls are enjoying this as much as I am, LOL. My obsession is your entertainment, hahaha.
I took it tonight, and even though the internet cheapie I took earlier today was slightly lighter then this mornings, the FRER sure is darker. I may be waiting a few days yet for this to completely go away by the looks of it. You never know though, could be I am pregnant, or could be the test is so dark since I took it at night and I am a freak of nature, LOL. It will be interesting to see tomorrow morning's test! Man, this is like a hobby for me

I am taking it all in stride.
Test after 10 minutes or so

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2 more tests! Bottom one is from late this morning, one before that is fmu this morning.
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Final update of the day!
I am starting to feel uneasy. I feel nauseous too. I took another cheapie, held pee for 2 hours (maybe) and it was pretty dilute. It was positive. I am scared to use a FRER. I don't think I should be getting cheapie positives still this far in the game, and yesterday's dilute pee-pee (LOL) cheapie tests were nearly negatve, so really, it has gotten darker. Why can't this be easirer! It is easier when I see other POAS progressions! I don't think I will be taking a FRER b/c I don't wanna see what it looks like! I am suddenly backing away very slowly
All of them as negatives (including the one I posted earlier today and the one I took after that, lol)