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October 14th, 2008, 02:14 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: Georgia
Posts: 5,829
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It's over. I got the results of yesterdays blood test and my levels have started dropping. They have no idea why this happened, my progesterone is still good, just the HCG levels are going down drstically. I chose not to have a D&C at this point since I am already spotting and cramping pretty badly. I go back for repeated blood draws every 48 hrs until my levels zero out.
At this point, I just feel like giving up. I am taking this hard and its hurting not being able to have DH here more than anything. In some ways I am glad for this deployment because it means we have time to do testing and try to stabilize my hormones more in hopes of a healthy pregnancy later.
I'm going to throw myself back into life and try to keep busy. I can't let myself think too much about this loss or I won't make it through this deployment. I am not coping well right now and feel like throwing myself a vodka filled pity party and drinking a couple bottles of it myself, but I won't.
Thank you for all of your support.
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2006-2012 6 years of NTNP, TTC, TTCMA, Losses, Surgeries, and Diagnoses.
RPL and Genetic Tests came back 100% normal
No known reason for our losses.
50+ cycles of heartbreak, loss, and the hated waiting.
RE Reconsult 4/26-Done
Cycle 52- letrozole, trigger, & DS IUI- ???
Follie Scan 5/21: 1x16mm, 1x7mm, 5x6mm or less
Follie Scan 5/23: 1x21 mm, 1x14mm, 5x7mm or less
Trigger 5/23 10,000 IU
IUI 5/24- count was excellent, perfect timing.
Beta 6/11-?
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October 14th, 2008, 02:18 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Posts: 1,381
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I can't tell you how sorry I am. You're in my prayers!
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October 14th, 2008, 02:23 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Australia
Posts: 3,383
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I'm so sorry and it must be so hard to not have your dh there for support and comfort.
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October 14th, 2008, 02:26 AM
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Co-host of the May 09PR
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Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Maryland
Posts: 8,720
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Oh, Jen, I am so sorry to hear this news. It really must be that much harder without DH's support. Drinking won't help, but don't stop yourself from comfort food. I know you may take a JM break, but know we're all here for you, even if it's just to cry out frustration. Praying for this experience to pass quickly.
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October 14th, 2008, 02:48 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Depends on the day....Earth :D
Posts: 28,954
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Sorry to hear about your loss.
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October 14th, 2008, 03:04 AM
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 I wish there was something I could say to magically make you feel better..but I know there isnt. Were all here for you. Your in my prayers sweetie!
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October 14th, 2008, 03:47 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: South Carolina
Posts: 3,018
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I'm so sorry Jen. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better  We're here for you and praying for you!
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October 14th, 2008, 04:21 AM
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I just sent you an email, but wanted to reply here as well. I'm so sorry 
((((((((((((big huggles)))))))))))))))
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October 14th, 2008, 04:33 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Oct 2007
Location: Northwest, OH
Posts: 3,562
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Oh, Jen, I am so sorry to hear this news. It really must be that much harder without DH's support. Drinking won't help, but don't stop yourself from comfort food. I know you may take a JM break, but know we're all here for you, even if it's just to cry out frustration. Praying for this experience to pass quickly.[/b]
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I second that! Please know that we're all thinking of you and wishing you the best
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October 14th, 2008, 05:00 AM
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Platinum Superdupermommy
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Long Island, New York
Posts: 9,125
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:dothugs: if you need me im here for you Jen!
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Samantha (28), DH: Joe (32)
DS: Johnathan ("J.J") (2.5)
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Severe Male Factor Infertility
IVF#1 October 2008 - BFP (+6 frozen)
DS born: : July 22, 2009
FET#1: January 2012 (non-medicated, 1-AB blast) - BFN
FET #2: February 2012 (fully medicated)
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October 14th, 2008, 05:21 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Louisiana
Posts: 8,090
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Jen I am so sorry. We are all here for you so don't forget that!!
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October 14th, 2008, 05:23 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Dallas, TX area
Posts: 4,035
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I am so sorry! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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October 14th, 2008, 06:15 AM
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Super Moderator
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Georgia
Posts: 33,057
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Aw Jen I hate to hear this! I'm so so so very sorry! We're all here for you.
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October 14th, 2008, 06:18 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Rochester NY
Posts: 12,280
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I am heartbroken for you. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this without your husband. *hugs hugs hugs*
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October 14th, 2008, 06:20 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: South Carolina
Posts: 5,177
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
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October 14th, 2008, 06:28 AM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Massachusetts
Posts: 4,969
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Jen I'm so sorry you are going through this.
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October 14th, 2008, 06:33 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: St. Louis, MO
Posts: 14,102
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I am so so very sorry Jen. I know that there isnt anything anyone can say to make you feel better, so ill just give you some
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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage) Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW
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October 14th, 2008, 06:59 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: NJ
Posts: 10,429
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I am so incredibly sorry!
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October 14th, 2008, 07:37 AM
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Platinum Supermommy
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Hawaii
Posts: 27,373
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I'm really soory, Jen. (((HUGS)))
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October 14th, 2008, 07:43 AM
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Oh, Jen, I am so sorry to hear this news. It really must be that much harder without DH's support. Drinking won't help, but don't stop yourself from comfort food. I know you may take a JM break, but know we're all here for you, even if it's just to cry out frustration. Praying for this experience to pass quickly.[/b]
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Thousands of hugs sweetheart!
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