Im back

♥Ashley♥ · #1 March 13th, 2009, 09:37 PM

Vacation was WONDERFUL! We just got home. The beach and resort were so beautiful, the beach was the prettiest ive ever seen! The water was so clear, and the weather was great! JUST what we needed.

On to the news your all waiting to hear.....Im so sorry I wasnt able to update last Friday morning our alarm didnt go off so we woke up 15 mins AFTER we were supposed to leave!!!! Luckily we made our flight but obviously I had no time for internet

I did get another BFP that Friday morning and then another on Tuesday at 12DPO, and then yesterday my period came. Yep thats right ladies.....THREE losses for me. Im kind of numb, and sadly thinking ill never be pregnant. We are going to be preventing for the next 2 cycles so im glad to have a break. And in the meantime ill be going to my dr to get the necessary testing done to hopefully figure out what is going on. Thank you for all of your endless support, and im so so sorry to have kept you in suspense for that non-exciting news

I would love to hear any updates or things that happened while I was gone! Ive missed you all SO much!

LisanAndy · #2 March 14th, 2009, 04:04 AM

I'm so glad you had a great trip but so so sorry for your loss hun. Enjoy this much needed TTC break and I hope you get some answers ((HUGS))

HopeWishWait · #3 March 14th, 2009, 04:54 AM

I'm so happy you had a wonderful vacation but so sorry to hear about your loss :dothugs: I hope you guys get some answers soon

#4 March 14th, 2009, 05:44 AM

Im glad you a good idea sweetie

Im sorry to hear about your loss.

soImarriedAnerd · #5 March 14th, 2009, 06:48 AM

Glad to hear your trip was good! Sorry to hear about your loss

midnight_starr · #6 March 14th, 2009, 08:16 AM

Glad you had a great trip, but I'm so sorry to hear the bad news... Hopefully your Dr. can help you figure out what is going on!

niknok · #7 March 14th, 2009, 08:29 AM

I'm so sorry sweetie, and really hope you get some answers soon. Glad to hear you had such a great trip!

*Anna* · #8 March 14th, 2009, 09:28 AM

Glad to hear your back and had a nice vaca! Sorry about your loss. HUGS. Hope you find out whats going on soon.

chellerenee · #9 March 14th, 2009, 09:46 AM

Ashley, I am so sorry to hear the bad news. I hope that your Dr. can figure out what is causing this. (((Hugs))) I am glad that you had a great vacation! I wanna see pics of course!

Michelle

Mars · #10 March 14th, 2009, 11:09 AM

Glad you had a great trip! Sorry about you loss!

*krista* · #11 March 14th, 2009, 12:11 PM

I'm so sorry! I hope your doctor can give you answers. You guys apparently get pregnant rather easily, so maybe it is just a matter of taking some hormones during your LP and you are good to go (I hope). I don't know much about that kind of stuff.

On a positive note, I'm glad you guys had a great vacation! We need pics!!

Resi · #12 March 14th, 2009, 04:05 PM

I'm glad you got to go and have a nice vacation. I hope the doctor can help you understand why this keeps happening to you. It must be very hard.

*kyle* · #13 March 15th, 2009, 04:04 PM

Ashley honey, I am so sad to hear that you had a third early loss. What a crock of you know what. Taking some time off from TTC should be good, it has been hard for me to do knowing when I ovulate, but at the same time it allows my mind to stop racing and being obsessed all month long. Go get your tests done sweetie, and don't be afraid of the results. You are already dealing with whatever is going on, through experiencing 3 losses and it can only be a positive step to find out exactly what it is that you're dealing with. Once you know, you can get a treatment plan going and be in the driver's seat with TTC again. I've been considering going over to TTCAL where I probably belong. It is incredibly difficult for me to connect here anymore, where (luckily for the wonderful and deserving ladies here) it seems to be all babies all the time. If you wanted to try it out over there too, we would at least know each other there! (Haha, I hate change...)

On the flip side, I am happy that you got a nice vacation and the beach sounds incredible!

IamMom · #14 March 15th, 2009, 06:09 PM

Welcome back Ashley....I'm so glad to hear you had fun on your vacation and like all the other ladies am truly sad to hear that you've had another loss. I will be praying that you get answers to why this is happening that are easier to deal with then the losses. Kyle's words are nicely said (as always) and it has got to help in some way to know that others here on JM are going thru similar things (like on TTCAL). You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers girl

#15 March 15th, 2009, 07:29 PM

I'm sorry Ashley

I hope you can get some answers soon

Glad you had a great vacation

freesiangel · #16 March 16th, 2009, 09:14 AM

I'm so sorry to hear you had another loss Ashley. I hope you are able to get some answers from your doctor in the coming months.

I'm glad you had a good time on vacation! Any pictures to share?

#17 March 16th, 2009, 12:57 PM

Ashley I am so sorry to hear!!!

**Jenn** · #18 March 17th, 2009, 06:48 AM

Ashley I am so incredibly sorry to hear you had another loss. My heart really breaks for you. I really hope your doctor can figure out what is going on and that the solution is a simple one!

I am glad that you had a great vacation though--its sounds super relaxing and a ton of fun!

♥Ashley♥ · #19 March 17th, 2009, 07:41 AM

Thanks everyone! I was so busy having a good time, I realized afterwards I didnt take many pics at all! And the ones I did take are BORING! lol Their of our condo and just the beach and stuff! Oh, I do have a couple of us parasailing! Ill post a few tonight!