Thanks for wondering about me ladies! I feel so loved!
I did test this morning and it was another negative.

I'm pretty certain I'm not pregnant. There's just no way I could be with a negative at 21DPO. My temp was still high this morning but I'm pretty sure whats going on is I have a cyst. It should go away on its own and I'm hoping it does sooner rather than later. I just want af to show up so I can get on with my life!
Of course I was very disappointed and upset but it made it worse to see how disappointed Ian was when I told him I'm not pregnant. He gave me a hug and said "It's ok, we'll just keep trying. The trying is fun!" But he's also said at least a half a dozen times today how excited he was and how disappointed he is.
Depending on when af shows we'll most likely be taking next cycle off. After 6 months we need a break plus the timing would be bad. We would prefer not to have another baby with a birthday near Christmas. Also my little sister is getting married February 6th and I'm her matron of honor and the boys are ring bearers and it would be really difficult to do the whole wedding craziness with a newborn needing to nurse around the clock. We've also decided to stop charting, its getting to be way too much.
I wish I had happier news but I'm hoping sometime this year I will.