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So I was taking a nap today-- I do that a lot of days I am sore. In my dream, we had FINALLY given birth to a healthy baby girl {and I won the name debate, BTW}, and we were bringing her home in her little pink covered carseat.
Except, we got in the door, and there was NOTHING for her. No clothes, no diapers, no toys, bassinet, blankets, NOTHING!!!
2 seconds later, a woman from CPS showed up to take my little girl because we couldn't properly care for her. I shouted, "but I have food in my boob and Mike can go get diapers!!!" She still took my precious one away. I woke up in tears, sweating..
It was soooooooooooo terrible! I immediately called my Mom and asked if she still planned on throwing me a baby shower when I get pregnant and she was like of course. I told her the story and she said "between our family, Michael's family, and your friends, do you really believe you would have NOTHING for {insert name here}?" That calmed me down so much, but it felt SO real!!!
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