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May 29th, 2009, 01:01 PM
♥Ashley♥'s Avatar Platinum Supermommy
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I have a new blog post if anyone wants to read it, dont feel obligated to read or even respond. Im just having a ROUGH day and I sometimes need to talk with people about it. Sorry. It was hard to type out and I cried the entire time, but I think thats good for me, because I hold it in too much.
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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW





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May 29th, 2009, 01:20 PM
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(((hugs)))
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May 29th, 2009, 01:27 PM
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I'm so sorry you're having a rough day Ashley. Lots of ((((huggles)))).

I can't even begin to imagine what you've been through, but do know that I'll always be here to listen and offer you a cyber shoulder to cry on.
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May 29th, 2009, 02:05 PM
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May 29th, 2009, 02:08 PM
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Oh sweetie Im so sorry. I dont even know what to say!! I wanna hug you for real I feel like a virtual hug is not enough, and I know that there really isnt anything I can say to make you feel better! Just remember were all here for you! And that will never change!

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May 29th, 2009, 02:10 PM
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Thank you girls, so much. Its nice to know I have some people who actually care. Most of my friends IRL are young partiers and as they say it "are GLAD im not pregnant anymore so I cant drink with them" How nice, right?
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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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May 29th, 2009, 02:16 PM
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Thank you girls, so much. Its nice to know I have some people who actually care. Most of my friends IRL are young partiers and as they say it "are GLAD im not pregnant anymore so I cant drink with them" How nice, right?
Oh sweetie, I cant imagine having someone say that to me, let alone friends!!

Were always here for you!! If you ever need to talk or anything you can PM me! I hope you know that!
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May 29th, 2009, 02:23 PM
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I'm sorry you are having a rough day Ashley. I don't think we ever get over our losses of anyone we love. We all do care and we are here anytime you need to vent or cry
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May 29th, 2009, 02:31 PM
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Ashley! Check your PMs!
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May 29th, 2009, 02:35 PM
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Thank you Michelle, you always know how to make me feel better.
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Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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May 29th, 2009, 02:41 PM
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May 29th, 2009, 03:08 PM
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I'm so sorry.
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May 29th, 2009, 04:25 PM
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I'm sorry Ashley.

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May 29th, 2009, 05:25 PM
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I'm sorry it hit you like that today...BIG HUGS....we're all here for you!
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May 30th, 2009, 12:14 AM
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*big hugs* I know that pain all too well hon. I am here for you!
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RPL and Genetic Tests came back 100% normal
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50+ cycles of heartbreak, loss, and the hated waiting.
RE Reconsult 4/26-Done
Cycle 52- letrozole, trigger, & DS IUI- ???
Follie Scan 5/21: 1x16mm, 1x7mm, 5x6mm or less
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May 30th, 2009, 12:51 AM
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((HUGS)) I'm sorry ((HUGS))
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